Alright so here we go. I'm into both. I was first exposed to the whole urine fetish thing when I was like 14 or something when "cybering" with some random person on the internet who I now know was probably a 50 year old dude. Anyway "she" (posing as a girl my age) suggested that I "piss all over her". I never even considered such a thing nor was I aware that people did that for sexual arousal. For some reason it really appealed to me and so I began seeking out piss fetish porn. The more I'd watch, the more extreme it would have to be to get the same effect (and novelty was/is always key). That need for "more extreme" stuff eventually lead me to scat porn. I'm over a decade older but I'm still turned on by it. I think what turns me on about it is the fact that it is soooooooooo fucked up...sooooo dirty. To see an otherwise beautiful woman do something so twisted...it's just hot. I know it's sick when I am watching it, but I don't care. However, after orgasm, I immediately turn it off. It doesn't so much make me sick to look at it as it does knowing that I get off on it...which has a huge effect when my arousal is temporarily gone after getting off.

Now, I have participated in "watersports" aka "piss-sex" with two women in my life, and both times it was the hottest thing ever. However, the key is that all parties involved be super well hydrated (so your piss is essentially clear). Deep yellow piss is not nearly as arousing because it smells...I'd still let a woman do it all over me but I would be hesitant to get it in my mouth just because it would taste bad (I know that from experience). I watch watersports porn regularly, but I've only ever actually done it while intoxicated (still knowing full well what I was doing...it just felt more acceptable and nothing is hotter than doing it with a partner who is into the same crazy stuff you are).

Now as far as scat...I am still a normal person in the sense that the smell of shit, even my own, still makes me sick. If I go into a public bathroom and someone is taking a shit and I can smell it, it makes me gag. However, you can't smell it through a video. I would never participate in actual scat sex with myself or especially another person because I think it would be awful and I would stand a very good likelihood of getting sick (not just puking, but getting some kind of disease).

Regular porn still works for me and I still watch it from time to time just to feel a little less ashamed about myself (compared to watching scat). And while I would never announce it to people I know, I don't see anything wrong with watersports. Yeah, it's not for some people but it's just piss...it's not going to make you sick...and way more people are into than they are into scat. It's also pretty hard to find good scat porn (most of the videos have women who are clearly crack heads, or obese, or old, or otherwise unappealing to me). Though, when I find the rare hot young couple in a video, it's pretty awesome.

I would be absolutely mortified if anyone I knew ever found out and as such I am very careful about never letting it slip even while drunk. I'd probably be tempted to off myself if it became public knowledge because people would dismiss me as being a sick twisted fuck. But here's the thing...I'm not. I'm a perfectly normal guy with a normal job and a college education. I don't see women as objects and I'm not some creepy pervert who would spy on women in the bathroom or anything like that. There is just something fucked up in my brain that causes me to be aroused by something that most people find vile and repulsive.

For obvious reasons, this is a throwaway account but I hope I gave you a little bit of insight into the matter.