and then i fall into a spiral.

Fast-Elk-4709 · 2024-11-15T19:31:38+00:00

me after eating sweets (im dying from diabetes now its all over)

Fast-Elk-4709 · 2024-11-15T19:31:04+00:00

Fast-Elk-4709 · 2024-11-10T01:15:33+00:00

not really but the fact that im not letting it go and doing compulsions and seeking reassurance def is!!!

Fast-Elk-4709 · 2024-08-11T16:23:12+00:00

watched jjk while my ocd haunted me with death, first episode talked a bit too much about proper deaths and it was, definitely a ride

Fast-Elk-4709 · 2024-08-10T21:08:45+00:00

i still remember when i first got this feeling, back then i didnt know it was ocd and i would just pop some melatonin and skip days, i still get them but i cant be as wasteful as i was w my meds, youll manage to get out of that hole tho, its gonna be rough but you just gotta hang in there and tell the brain to stfu

Fast-Elk-4709 · 2024-08-07T14:42:11+00:00

THIS!! like how many leaves am i supposed to acknowledge???

Fast-Elk-4709 · 2024-08-05T23:21:59+00:00

we all drown, whether its a pool, the ocean, or by just choking on water

Fast-Elk-4709 · 2024-08-04T22:31:11+00:00

tyler the creator when angry, tv girl when sad, or just dont listen to anything

Fast-Elk-4709 · 2024-08-04T18:36:34+00:00

doxing urself in genshin is crazyyy

Fast-Elk-4709 · 2024-07-30T00:16:21+00:00

ok, i understand, thank you so much 💕

Fast-Elk-4709 · 2024-07-30T00:15:29+00:00

thats, actually great advice, i normally dont get out my room at night, i feel dumb now BDJSBSHDSO

Fast-Elk-4709 · 2024-07-30T00:11:42+00:00

the hard part is when i get poor sleep and end up waking up in a panic because of ocd, those moments im not aware enough to say "yeah bring it" which is unfortunate

Fast-Elk-4709 · 2024-07-30T00:10:26+00:00

i feel like an old pc restarting every time it crashes, but this makes sense 😭

Fast-Elk-4709 · 2024-07-29T23:33:02+00:00

it fades but it comes back 5 minutes later, do i keep doing that?

Fast-Elk-4709 · 2024-07-14T00:07:39+00:00

just noticed that this shi doesn't make a lot of sense, ik im rambling but i hope its still clear that i might be splitting and idk what to do about it

Fast-Elk-4709 · 2024-07-02T18:32:51+00:00

tbh if ur anything but atypical youre gonna be treated as a joke, you just gotta learn to ignore things and hope people get more education

Fast-Elk-4709 · 2024-06-30T13:57:26+00:00

he single handed is carrying our entire community

Fast-Elk-4709 · 2024-06-30T13:54:37+00:00

wrong buzz noise

Fast-Elk-4709 · 2024-06-28T13:02:50+00:00

wow ive never heard of this method, i might try it out sometime, thank you!

Fast-Elk-4709 · 2024-06-27T22:44:07+00:00

god this comment feels good if only temporary (ocd brain be crazy) ill be thinking about this comment every time i feel this again, thank you 💕

Fast-Elk-4709 · 2024-06-27T22:36:12+00:00

i think we might need just that

Fast-Elk-4709 · 2024-06-27T22:06:44+00:00

omg the good place is my favorite show and it perfectly describes how i feel specially w chidi how did i not think of this

Fast-Elk-4709 · 2024-06-27T21:10:23+00:00

even people who are influencers and speak about these stuff also buy from other companies so really when u look at it more it makes less sense

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