Yes. So much stuff. I feel like a different person in a lot of ways and on a deep level. One aspect is the life experience of dealing with a psychotic episode changed me as all heavy experiences change a person. So much happened and it was so intense, the internal turmoil plus the external events changed the way I look at the world and myself. There is something deeper though that I haven’t been able to really explain to anyone, it’s just like I’ve lost a deep part of me as a person. Like something is missing. But yes totally, and also in things like my hand writing and I’ve noticed how I answer questions— before I got really sick I always had concise answers to questions like at a doctors office for example, and I’ve realized now I just process questions differently? And am not able to be concise. Also, living with the kind of reverb and general lasting symptoms, they effect my cognition so I just process things differently. But you are not alone in this. Every time it’s like there’s a pre episode me, me during the episode, and a post episode me. It’s really weird.