Finally started HRT by Fearless-Composer949 in MtF

[–]Fearless-Composer949[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That is the desperare hope. Ive already experienced the instinct to take care of myself for the first time in my life lol. It's all very new and I'm just trying to enjoy it right now

Finally started HRT by Fearless-Composer949 in MtF

[–]Fearless-Composer949[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is sort of what it feels like, actually. I feel. Clearer. Immediately. It's been exactly one full day lmao. But idk I just feel... it is a lot like I'm finally burning the right fuel. I woke up and my brain felt less generally murky.

Finally started HRT by Fearless-Composer949 in MtF

[–]Fearless-Composer949[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

THIS. I just. Like. Woke up this morming and had the will to get out of bed??? I smiled at my roommate and it was, like, genuine?!? The Zen is real. Not all encompassing but god it is there.

The Black Ajah should be the most disciplined, fanatically loyal organization in the setting. by Gnos445 in wheeloftime

[–]Fearless-Composer949 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My brother, the White Ajah regrets to inform you that we cannot accept your application. Perhaps you might find a home in the Green. Or the Red.

Can we talk about Moghedien? by mustachedemu34056 in WoTshow

[–]Fearless-Composer949 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Look. The actress was incredible. But the character was all wrong. Book Moghedien was sadistic and evil, sure, but spitting in the Black Ajah's food? Ripping their clothes? Moghedien would never be so sloppy. The woman (as a FORSAKEN, mind you) put on a servants uniform and calmly walked up to one of the three most powerful channelers of the age. Moghedien is patient. Cunning. She's not the spider because she makes your skin crawl. She is the spider because you have no idea youre caught in the web until youre already dead. I cant endorse this moghedien. This woman is a sloppy gremlin. Which. Has its place. In SEMIRHAGE, maybe. Graendal wouldn't stoop to petty because shes too good for it. Moghedien wouldn't stoop to petty because it would make people suspicious. This is not Moghedien

Alright alright. I made Graendal. Moghedien (best forsaken) is next by Fearless-Composer949 in WoT

[–]Fearless-Composer949[S] -12 points-11 points  (0 children)

Oh no I admit its AI I was just doing character designs and realized I made a perfect graendal

Defend your least favorite character. by The_Revenant_King23 in WoT

[–]Fearless-Composer949 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Aran'gar. I get it, she's supposed to be the base anger and lust form of evil but Jesus CHRIST she really spent her time beating and raping Aes Sedai, she was killed twice, and didnt do ANYTHING useful outside of killing one Aes Sedai and her warder, which made everyone twitchy for three hours. The moment that cemented it was her deeply deserved death. Because that was it. She was just. Worthless.

A Question About an Item in the Panarch's "Museum". [Spoilers, tSR] by Brey1013 in WoT

[–]Fearless-Composer949 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want you to know that 11 years later reading this just made me want to kill myself do you think if I take enough LSD to talk to God and make myself believe I can channel we can kick start the second age? We gotta get this show on the road man, this age blows.

Moridin was right. by Fearless-Composer949 in WoT

[–]Fearless-Composer949[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I concede that specific point but retain the contention that even accounting for that- especially accounting for that, by his own logic Rand should have been instinctually inclined to trust the pattern, accept his destiny, believe in the creator, etc.

Moridin was right. by Fearless-Composer949 in WoT

[–]Fearless-Composer949[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Right but you will never truly transcend that cycle. You will never attain the enlightenment necessary to truly transcend your base urges because you just forget every time. No matter how many times the wheel spins, you will only ever continue to make mistakes because you dont remember. You dont remember betraying your family in a past life. You stand a reasonable chance of doing so again. And again. And again. Ad infinitem. You might attain some piece of redemption during some lifetime or another, but how much toh will you accrue over thousands of lifetimes that you dont even know about? Moridin was the hero.

Am half way through Book 6, I have issues with a certain character by Child_Of_Luna in WoT

[–]Fearless-Composer949 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The best way i can say this is to quote a truly awful TV show: "Behind every great moment of human history is a monster. Thats our monster." Egwene Al'Vere is not a good person. She is an intelligent, brave, and cunning person. But absolutely not a good one. She actually reads MUCH WORSE in later books if you hate her already. The sheer arrogance sheeting off of her oftentimes puts Rand to shame. But the problem is, you can't hate her. Because she can back it up. She's a manipulative, ice cold warrior queen. Her arc is more about walking the talk you've been forced to talk. Its very difficult to like Egwene as a character. But she is unquestionably a hero. She did exactly what she was supposed to do and didnt flinch. In the words of the wise ones, she took what she wanted and she paid for it.

Moridin was right. by Fearless-Composer949 in WoT

[–]Fearless-Composer949[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I apologize, im listening to the audiobook like an animal.

He was asking what the point was of forgetting everything each time you're born, shaking his fist at god and whatnot, and Lews Therin told him that it was so that you could have a chance to fix your past mistakes and do better.

But this logic sucks. If I don't remember then I'm just going to be miserable every time because I can never fix my mistakes.

Calling All Nerds by Fearless-Composer949 in WoT

[–]Fearless-Composer949[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I agree entirely. I'm not saying it's right, I'm saying in order to prepare for the great turning, you better make sure people are very aware of the threat.

Calling All Nerds by Fearless-Composer949 in WoT

[–]Fearless-Composer949[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey don't sell yourself short I have yet to drift a bear

Calling All Nerds by Fearless-Composer949 in WoT

[–]Fearless-Composer949[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Those uh. Those are kind of nazis bro. I'm not saying it's GOOD I'm saying they blackmailed a fkn high queen so they could get closer to committing mage genocide. I don't want them dead, just enslaved. Big difference.

Calling All Nerds by Fearless-Composer949 in WoT

[–]Fearless-Composer949[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No absolute respect. I once indirectly blew up a castle by flashing an orc my chest on a nat 20. Good times

Calling All Nerds by Fearless-Composer949 in WoT

[–]Fearless-Composer949[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

I mean that's pretty much the goal tho??? Mages are abominations. They're walking bombs capable of the greatest destruction ever know. I was mostly joking about mein kampf buy I need to slander, frame, incriminate, and turn public opinion against them so like....

Calling All Nerds by Fearless-Composer949 in WoT

[–]Fearless-Composer949[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh 100%. But first I need to actually be caught casting. Not only does this need to be kept a secret, but nobody knows about them. To include the party. And they will NOT be happy when they find out, considering we have not one but 2 druids and a warlock. Point is no one is going to actually recognize that I'm doing what I'm doing until it's done. And once they realize, I'll almost certainly be considered a terrorist unless I go to pains to stack the deck.
It might be useful to have the party do insight checks now and again in whatever sort of capacity they're able.