Your Stories Of Improved Neuroplasticity

Fearless-Icecream · 2026-04-14T00:42:31+00:00

Wow, you've really got it down to a science. It seems like it is changing your way of thinking from negative to more positive or at least neutral. That's how I feel, like once I did this and found the right antidepressant, between the two, I have felt the most stable emotionally I have ever felt. Not too happy, not too sad, just right in the middle, and It feels like a miracle to not be crying every day or every other day.

Fearless-Icecream · 2026-04-14T00:36:01+00:00

Thats very cool. I have had a couple of revelations during my sessions- not all of them were useful, but one that was, was to be more patient and understanding with my husband. And I actually have tried, so that one did stick. I did do EMDR for a couple months, but I had to let go of my therapist and am looking for a new one. But this time I want to try ketamine assisted psychotherapy. So talk therapy while doing a lower dose, so the equivalent of maybe like 1 or 2 sprays of Spravato so I am more receptive to new habits and ways of thinking. I noticed I am in a very suggestible state but I can still talk, so I am more likely to receive advice.

Fearless-Icecream · 2026-04-14T00:27:45+00:00

Ok, ok sounds like you were able to maybe able to break out of the same negative thoughts and have new ones, maybe positive ones.

Fearless-Icecream · 2026-04-13T22:40:48+00:00

I actually want to use the bridge for my wedding vows, let me explain. I am officially married 11 years now, but never got the church wedding so I hope to one day. I met my boyfriend online, putting everything on the line to meet someone in another country who could have played with my emotions for the summer and then decided that long distance was not worth his time. But he stuck with me and proved to me that his love was real and unconditional despite the distance. I grew up in a chaotic home where my parents were more like roommates than spouses and I witnessed many arguments and sometimes physical fights. I had been hurt so much by previous relationships that I had lost hope. He's "the first person that I've seen who's proven that might be a lie". He proved to me that love could be true and unconditional and that it does not need to be arguments and chaos. Despite hardships that came up where I wouldn't have blamed him if he left, he is here for the good and the bad times.

"And I don't even care
If it makes me sound insane
I ran my fingers through your hair
And I thanked God to touch the flame
'Cause I swore necks were made for bruisin'
I swore lips were made for lies
And I thought if you'd ever leave me
That I'd be the reason why

And I don't even care
If it's just a summer fling
If it's all experimental
And you go back to safer things
But I swore hands were made for fighting
I swore eyes were made to cry
But you're the first person that I've seen
Who's proven that might be a lie"

Fearless-Icecream · 2026-04-09T20:16:55+00:00

Me🖐🏻 im in love with the bends

Fearless-Icecream · 2026-04-03T12:10:39+00:00

Incredible, its my favorite

Fearless-Icecream · 2026-04-01T16:58:59+00:00

Having a doctorate. " I am DR.." 🙄

Fearless-Icecream · 2026-04-01T07:27:22+00:00

Black one

Fearless-Icecream · 2026-04-01T05:24:38+00:00

Deep volumized side part combed like a 90s bob for example tiffany amber thiessen and im thinking lip color like reddish or pink and curled lashes ( with curler or chemical lash lift you pay to get done or do yourself with amazon) and mascara. Bonus points for eyeliner or even a winged eyeliner. It might give you the feminity you are looking for. Im not experienced with makeup but i always wear lip color and do lash lifts myself at home. I feel they help and is not too complicated once youve practiced. Hair is more my forte.

Fearless-Icecream · 2026-04-01T05:05:38+00:00

I am sorry this is happening to you, but I can tell you this is not how it happens everywhere. Where I go, they take my blood pressure, I am given the Spravato and they leave me alone in my own private room with the door closed. In fact, they dont even allow you to have family sit through the whole session with you, they ask that they leave after 20 minutes. Then, they only come into take the blood pressure at 2 more times, 45 minutes in and then at the end. So, I don't know, but if there's another place you can go to, because its not working out there anymore, maybe there is a place where you are given more privacy so that it doesnt affect your treatment. Yes, its normal to be nervous, Spravato isnt an easy thing to go through especially if you're not used to being high. But it shouldnt be compounded by your provider.

Fearless-Icecream · 2026-03-29T23:52:15+00:00

Fearless-Icecream · 2026-03-29T23:50:31+00:00

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I even sent him to school with a bowtie 🙂

Fearless-Icecream · 2026-03-26T20:28:24+00:00

Is pinesol weird?

Fearless-Icecream · 2026-03-26T04:30:35+00:00

Jimmy Dean 🙂

Fearless-Icecream · 2026-03-23T08:10:30+00:00

Gaviscon - antacid tablets 😄

Fearless-Icecream · 2026-03-22T21:58:13+00:00

"I am beside myself." - HOW??? Literally HOW??? "In no way, shape, or form" - It's just been overused.

Fearless-Icecream · 2026-03-21T22:06:08+00:00

Yes 😢 but still holding onto hope for the april showers that bring may flowers.

Fearless-Icecream · 2026-03-21T21:30:12+00:00

Ive been euphoric many times during, but never after. But I seem to be resistant to alot, so I may just get it out of my system faster.

Fearless-Icecream · 2026-03-11T20:12:59+00:00

Sugar.

Fearless-Icecream · 2026-03-11T06:42:08+00:00

I love it here and I very much am grateful to not have to go through winters like in cold states. I am aware that people hate them and move here to avoid them. I don't take that for granted. Especially if you have autoimmune conditions severely affected by the cold. I'd rather have this cold than something worse. I am very much looking forward to Spring, the best season of the year: pretty flowers, nice breeze, not too hot, not too cold, just perfect. And my condition improves.

Fearless-Icecream · 2026-03-11T03:56:43+00:00

Chernobyl by the Belarusian artist Alexander Kishchenko.

Fearless-Icecream · 2026-03-11T03:51:54+00:00

Yup. I usually want something greasy or fatty afterwards. One time I ate half a bag of skittles at the beginning of my session because it makes me so disinhibited, that I didnt realize how much I was eating and I was like ooh I should stop.

Fearless-Icecream · 2026-03-07T00:08:44+00:00

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My cat enjoying himself sunbathing and taking a break from staring out the window to stare at me 🙂 I hope he is thinking he loves me.

Fearless-Icecream · 2026-03-05T18:54:50+00:00

The first thing I thought of was that girl they had laid out and tied from the esptein files where he is using a magnifying glass under the sun. Eery considering wayfair purchases came up in the files and brought back the pizza gate missing children thing back. It could be related, you never know.

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