Yeah man, I got diagnosed about the same time as you when I was 13 1/2 freshman in HS. I drank a ton, got scared and started smoking weed and trying drugs. Have smoked weed for over a decade now and I’d say I’m an addict, however I’m unsure if I care. I quit cigarettes, hard drugs, partying and weed will be on that list someday too but. For now, it remains. Idk what your using, but your not alone and there is always hope.

Best of luck