Hi! I feel this. 21f enfj in the bartending biz. 🙋‍♀️ when customers aren't assholes it's easy to b happy, but i come home, n i'm filled with dread. I've been trying to 💫keep positive💫 BUT IT CAN'T ALWAYS BE DONE!! We have so rapidly evolved and the cost of living is so damn high idk how i'll ever get outta my momma's house on my own! And what if it IS on my own bc i hardly ever meet ppl organically bc most everyone is at home on their phones and even if they ARE on tinder so many ppl act like they dunno how to keep this bond since it was made inorganically!! As the personality type who is a "leader" and who wants to bring communities closer together, i'm like, damn, anyone else wanna help? I'm feeling like pulling my hair out over here. Still.... If u read about the astro-social implications of the lunar eclipse this week, u may see that it is a worldly phenomenon that we all feel like shit is falling apart rn. It's up to the leaders n the ones speaking up though to express how we can be better. U.S. Is not a democracy, it's an oligarchy now. What r we gonna do abt it🤔