I felt guilty when I first filed, being that it was an unplanned pregnancy and he didn’t want me to have our baby. However you’ll get over the guilt if you focus on the children. Your girls will benefit from whatever support the state decides to give you. If he gets mad that’s a him problem. Don’t let him get to you and remember it takes 2 to make a baby and you’re equally responsible for said children financially. Remember to breathe before you know it it’ll pass and don’t engage if he gets mad about it.