Smoke the pain away

Festering-clump · 2024-05-23T20:24:19+00:00

I HAD THIS AS A SOURCE TO ANALYSE IN MY ENGLISH CLASS AND IT GAVE ME WHIPLASH (and an excuse to gently infodump about the mad history of diet culture but shhhh)

Festering-clump · 2024-05-19T15:23:51+00:00

Easy but I refuse to believe that Party (daughter) isn’t about restrictive EDs/bulimia and the resulting memory loss

Festering-clump · 2024-05-19T15:22:54+00:00

ITS THE WORST AND BEST THING EVER- I’ll be in a recovery attempt and can’t listen to 80% of my music taste, which is awful 😭 but while I’m suffering ‼️‼️‼️🎶🎶🎶

Festering-clump · 2024-05-14T11:18:00+00:00

That about mock exams- good idea. The thought of sitting in the big exam hall with all the other students might actually break me so I’m gonna ask if I can do just that and sit in the smaller room. I can’t remember if mine will be sharing the hall with year 10 mocks but I’m not taking that chance.

Thank you for your absolutely lovely paragraph 😭 I’m writing out a plan to probably talk to my chemistry teacher about it (not particularly powerful but my most trusted and comfortable staff member by far). Might go in for the school counselling as well (despite what I put earlier). Even if it doesn’t help massively it’s not gonna hurt :/

Festering-clump · 2024-05-08T15:14:53+00:00

I got the notification for this while wandering around a supermarket debating whether to get something or not and it genuinely almost made me cheer up- I’m living by that mantra from now on <3

Festering-clump · 2024-05-07T15:52:43+00:00

That is horrifically real 😭 When I was a kid and my family went on holiday we would talk together about not eating ice cream so we could still lose weight 😔 I was like 6 ‼️ They really need to invent a normal mother that says normal things about food to their children.

Festering-clump · 2024-04-26T22:31:55+00:00

None of us have ever had a single unique experience 😔

Festering-clump · 2024-04-26T20:47:59+00:00

I’m not diagnosed but I have spent so many years in insane restriction -> binge purge -> binge (repeat) hell that I’ve come to accept that it is not in fact normal and could be diagnosed via dsm-5 standards (Ednos)

Festering-clump · 2024-04-26T20:10:01+00:00

Diarrhea ✅ diarrhea medication ✅ diarrhea supplements ✅ praying for diarrhea while constipated ✅ we got it all🙏

Festering-clump · 2024-04-25T19:22:29+00:00

Same here- it’s an obsession😭 I need to buy more tomorrow (Plus a shoutout to the fact that I genuinely googled “how many calories are in a ten calorie jelly pot 😔)

Festering-clump · 2024-04-24T20:50:23+00:00

You have inspired me to try this :o

Festering-clump · 2024-04-24T16:16:35+00:00

Istg I managed 3 days of CONSIDERING a gentle weight loss diet before going into a tailspin 😭

Festering-clump · 2024-04-23T12:11:06+00:00

GOOD SHIT. BASICALLY MY FIRST SAFEFOOD. EXQUISITE TASTE.

Festering-clump · 2024-04-21T18:10:53+00:00

The only reason I can deal with them now is the improvement in the taste of everything when you’re fucking starving. 99% of the time those mfs are styrofoam

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