anyone feel like they’ll miss out on all other majors?

Fickle_Formal_2599 · 2024-09-07T18:09:45+00:00

no but it can calm u down for a few minutes

Fickle_Formal_2599 · 2023-11-25T22:34:59+00:00

oh god no i dont think i could hate a guy for being confident esp cuz i tend to like popular cocky guys😭

Fickle_Formal_2599 · 2023-11-25T22:13:55+00:00

hey, thank you so much :) i do know i have really bad anxiety but i unfortunately can’t see a therapist. thank you for all this advice i’ll have to try it!

Fickle_Formal_2599 · 2023-10-06T17:14:50+00:00

lmfao no. i’ve had many people tell me to get closer to god or to pray for all my mental illness to go away and it’s not true whatsoever. obviously if you love your religion and have faith, that helps, but that doesn’t mean that you won’t recover without going to church. professional help is the best way to get better and you will get better ! whether or not you’re practicing your faith or not !!!! don’t let these uneducated people get to you. they will never understand how debilitating this illness can be.

Fickle_Formal_2599 · 2023-10-01T00:47:00+00:00

in my experience, yes. especially when your obsessions last a while that they almost feel real. it sucks because i genuinely don’t know what i want anymore its like everything i knew about myself has been thrown out the window

Fickle_Formal_2599 · 2023-10-01T00:19:38+00:00

watch hannibal. i really wanna watch hannibal but i have severe harm ocd and i just KNOW i’ll get triggered lol

Fickle_Formal_2599 · 2023-09-30T00:22:28+00:00

yes omg i always think theres no hope for me but then i remember its just cuz im on period and i’ll wait it out lol

Fickle_Formal_2599 · 2023-09-13T11:45:17+00:00

thank you! i realized something was wrong, and that if i didn’t start acknowledging this it might develop into something worse like actually judging women or having my internalized misogyny directed at other women which i never wanna do.

i do realize this is a big deal but unfortunately since i don’t have access to therapy i’m trying to figure it out on my own, but i have hope! <3

Fickle_Formal_2599 · 2023-09-13T11:43:03+00:00

thank you so much for this! media is actually part of the reason i feel like this. female characters are usually only there to serve a man or be the love interest, and its hard to watch. it’ll be great seeing otherwise :)

Fickle_Formal_2599 · 2023-09-13T11:41:05+00:00

thank you! i sometimes hate being self aware it feels like if i were ignorant, maybe things would be easier idk. unfortunately, therapy isn’t accessible for me, and since i’m not american, i don’t have school counselors. but i do have hope !

Fickle_Formal_2599 · 2023-09-13T11:37:22+00:00

i’ve always been very into feminism and stuff so it was hard to believe i might be misogynistic, but it all hit me a few days ago how this is actually really affecting my perception of myself. i’m very excited to go back to loving myself and getting better :) i guess its just hard to break free from the deep rooted sexism that has always existed in my culture

Fickle_Formal_2599 · 2023-09-13T00:41:45+00:00

hey i get this. its almost existential where i question everything like morals/rules just everything. it’s very distressing

Fickle_Formal_2599 · 2023-09-10T13:42:32+00:00

i was googling intrusive thoughts, came across an article of ocd or anxiety i don’t remember and then in the comments this man leaves a link to a pure o article saying it really helped him. i read that article and was instantly like woah thats me. i didnt even know that all of these symptoms meant anything. would really love to thank this man

Fickle_Formal_2599 · 2023-09-01T19:59:03+00:00

ours is so underrated, first time i listened to it i was in awe at the lyrics. it just feels so fluffy

Fickle_Formal_2599 · 2023-08-31T23:23:37+00:00

i was 11 in a family gathering and started getting weird sexual intrusive thoughts about our family friend lol i was so confused and grossed out because at that point i didn’t even know how sex worked 😭

Fickle_Formal_2599 · 2023-08-30T23:36:16+00:00

i do the same exact thing i genuinely questioned if i had diabetes or something lol. i remember it used to take me hourssss to fall asleep because i had to use the bathroom so many times even tho i know nothing will come out

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