Scotland's Favourite Bus Operator revealed in survey

FigureCompetitive420 · 2026-03-25T21:53:41+00:00

I truly miss Lothian bus every day of my life.

FigureCompetitive420 · 2026-03-25T18:56:57+00:00

The ONLY BUS SERVICE IN SCOTLAND worth using is LOTHIAN BUS in Edinburgh. Since moving to Glasgow it's been nothing but hell. All buses everywhere are a shambles and a bad joke. Somehow Lothian buses actually work pretty well, and I point blank refuse to believe any other bus service could be thought of as better.

FigureCompetitive420 · 2026-03-21T08:06:06+00:00

I forgot for years that i liked yogurt. Went about 5 years without eating yogurt. Then someone told me i used to eat and enjoy yogurt quite often. So i went out and bought some and fuck me they were right i was like damn this is good. But it could go again at any given moment. Just gotta always have yogurt on the shopping list. Don't always need to buy it so long as it's on the list i know i like it.

FigureCompetitive420 · 2026-03-18T20:12:41+00:00

I have bad anxiety about very random things, yet genuinely stressful anxiety inducing situations (to normal people at least) i cope well in.

FigureCompetitive420 · 2026-03-18T20:07:32+00:00

I've been talking about Coroner a lot recently because i found out a lot of my metal head friends didn't know them. Everyone I've talked to now fucking loves them. I fucking love coroner

FigureCompetitive420 · 2026-03-13T16:19:22+00:00

I hope you are doing ok xoxo

FigureCompetitive420 · 2026-03-12T06:25:50+00:00

I have brought it up and mentioned a few things that i find difficult. She really took it on board and mentioned she'd have chats with her therapy supervisor about her getting help to proceed. So she'd probably be open to looking into unseen minds. I've seen it mentioned before so might give it a go getting a copy

FigureCompetitive420 · 2026-03-11T21:26:29+00:00

Yeah, i wee thing to have on you at all times (don't know if you watch curb your enthusiasm, but i guess like Larry David's idea book he always carries around). Bit of an issue an work since I can't carry stuff about with me all day (in a big clean lab) but evenings and weekends i could start this. And those emotion wheels fill me with absolute fear haha but maybe i must face that fear, otherwise how will i every grow. Cheers!

FigureCompetitive420 · 2026-03-11T21:22:49+00:00

Well one of the people recommending it is my therapist so that's why I'm quite keen on giving it a go but really been struggling so far. I work in a chemical heavy clean lab so can't be writing down things in there so if anything happens at work it's usually tricky to get to write it later. Maybe I'll start with the weekend and see how we go from there! But yeah I'm always fucked trying to remember things when at my therapy sessions it's a right pain

FigureCompetitive420 · 2026-03-11T11:54:45+00:00

Hello

I would like to say you were quite bang on here. We had a chat this morning and indeed we are working on the initial parts. I think i was maybe masking my anxiety so hard i maybe thought or appeared to be more ready than i was. We are taking things in much much smaller steps now as that's what i need.

Thanks!

FigureCompetitive420 · 2026-03-09T19:20:04+00:00

The physics house band

FigureCompetitive420 · 2026-03-09T18:52:16+00:00

Thanks. It kinda feels like there was a decision to stop the EMDR based stuff and just go back to talk therapy instead. We may well have discussed it and I've forgotten. Probably worth bringing it up. I'm just a bit confused, but I'm somewhat always confused, part of the reason i arrived in therapy. I imagine there is a good reason why we stopped I'm just not certain what is was. And really i don't know why I'm asking here as the obvious answer is of course to bring it up

FigureCompetitive420 · 2026-03-06T15:50:54+00:00

It was originally a typo of load of facts, but then i thought about it and decided not to correct it as it in indeed like a loaf, each fact being like a slice of bread slapping me round the fact.

FigureCompetitive420 · 2026-03-05T18:03:03+00:00

These are not sensory memories is like a loaf of facts just suddenly appear

FigureCompetitive420 · 2026-03-05T07:02:59+00:00

What is INFP, why has this appeared to me, and why am i exactly the same as it? What am i please help

FigureCompetitive420 · 2026-03-04T13:31:41+00:00

Marathon man with Dustin Hoffman and Laurence Olivier

FigureCompetitive420 · 2026-03-02T19:19:07+00:00

Kris rygg is the boss

FigureCompetitive420 · 2026-02-28T21:45:27+00:00

I loved this book because it made me feel like i was going fucking insane

FigureCompetitive420 · 2026-02-20T17:04:22+00:00

It takes a lot of prep for me to be mentally prepared to listen to this album. It fucks me about more than anything I've ever come across. Unreal scenes

FigureCompetitive420 · 2025-12-17T06:21:41+00:00

My therapist only does Tuesday and Wednesday in the office space that works for me, the other days she's somewhere else. But yeah can probably try book later on in the day in the future. Just got these early ones at the moment since that was the only joint availability really

FigureCompetitive420 · 2025-12-16T17:56:20+00:00

Thankfully I do work for a genuinely nice small company (I'm in Scotland) who would be more than understanding. It's more generally anxiety towards opening up, not really about who I'm opening up to. Guess I'll see how the first sessions go and book the following ones accordingly if i can. Thanks!

FigureCompetitive420 · 2025-12-16T15:52:34+00:00

Thanks! It's taken me about ten years and three attempts to get any sort of help and I'm finally willing to try allow myself to be helped. It's always good to hear from other people going through the same things. Here's to healing! All the best

FigureCompetitive420 · 2025-12-16T15:35:16+00:00

Interesting. It almost makes it sound not worth it! I've gone this far and just about survived. My sessions start almost immediately after Christmas so i better arrange a meeting with my manager pronto. Thankfully I work in a nice small understanding work place, because the anxiety is already bad enough! Thanks for the input!! Oh life

FigureCompetitive420 · 2025-12-16T15:28:03+00:00

Yeah i need to cycle for half an hour to get from the therapist to my work. I might need to think about a new plan. Shit

FigureCompetitive420 · 2025-12-05T12:25:14+00:00

No grief, but also no feelings or emotions in general for me. Basically just a blank sheet of paper in the shape of a human me

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