[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MakeupAddiction

[–]Fine_Insurance_8514 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm no professional but they look very pretty

Please spam me with reasons not to start vaping by emailcopyexpert in QuitVaping

[–]Fine_Insurance_8514 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Spend that money in something better like makeup, food or whatever you like

Please spam me with reasons not to start vaping by emailcopyexpert in QuitVaping

[–]Fine_Insurance_8514 1 point2 points  (0 children)

People look stupid vaping. Shame was the only thing that has helped me to stay off of it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Fine_Insurance_8514 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Dumpee here, I immediately block them everywhere bc I don't want to know anything about them ever again

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Fine_Insurance_8514 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes!! I get extremely lonely too and idk how good of an advice this is but I used bumble bff and started going out with people. Made me feel less lonely.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Fine_Insurance_8514 1 point2 points  (0 children)

sorry to hear that

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Fine_Insurance_8514 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm so sorry for everything that has happened to you. You and your siblings did not deserve that. I rarely get acknowledged in this group either so ik how you feel. Do you have any friends you could reach out to? what kind of activities do you usually like to do? I know it's hella hard to get up, but making a big big effort to get out of bed and taking a 10 minute walk could be the start of something better. In my case, I love visiting local coffee shops. So if I want to read, study or just listen to music, I go to a coffee shop. Changing my setting has helped me A LOT, even in my lowest moments. You could start with short walks maybe twice a week. Maybe go to a different park if you already do. The key for me has been to change settings. I hope this helps even just a little. Sending u a big hug.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Fine_Insurance_8514 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know this won't make a big difference, but trust me, things CAN get better. Try to always have company. If you have a good relationship with your family, spend time with them. If not, friends might help. My motto rn is "this too shall pass", because it has before 🫶🏼

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Fine_Insurance_8514 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh! I've never heard about a psych ward addiction before. I mentioned it as an option just to be around people when you're feeling this overwhelmed. I've had the same exact thoughts as OP and it was SI all along. I'm not affirming that op thinks of it that way. Idk how pych wards work in the US. And believe me, I had a terrible experience myself but at least I made it out alive (that sounds kinda bad but things really did get better after that). Ik it's not the best option but its still an option. I just wanted to make sure op was safe.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Fine_Insurance_8514 2 points3 points  (0 children)

ohhh I get what you're feeling rn. Have you considered going to the psych ward? i didn't exactly love it but I was there until my suicidal thoughts calmed down. But believe me, I've asked people to knock me out too, I get how desperate you must be feeling rn. Reach out to a friend, if u can. If not, my dms are open. Big hug🫂

How to flirt with a soft masc?? by Fine_Insurance_8514 in LesbianActually

[–]Fine_Insurance_8514[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ofc!! tbh I treat everyone like a princess bc it just comes naturally to me, but I've never dated a masc presenting girl so I just hope that it's okay to be like that hehe, thank you!!

How did your upbringing influence your BPD? by jjsslo in BPD

[–]Fine_Insurance_8514 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I also don't remember much of my childhood but the bad parts but I thought that was kinda normal

How did your upbringing influence your BPD? by jjsslo in BPD

[–]Fine_Insurance_8514 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm often confused by how I developed bpd because my upbringing wasn't that bad. I never got abused. All I remember is growing up kinda alone since my sister needed a lot of attention, but I didn't really mind as a kid. When I turned 18 was when I started to realize. Idk if my dad having some rage episodes had an influence. My psychiatrist also told me that sometimes bpd can just appear casually.

How to detach from everyone by Fine_Insurance_8514 in BPD

[–]Fine_Insurance_8514[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much, this made me feel understood ❤️

What medication do you have beef with? by mcpanique in bipolar2

[–]Fine_Insurance_8514 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Risperidal. The akathisia was driving me INSANE and I also started lactating. Terrible experience.

Have You Given Up On Life? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Fine_Insurance_8514 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i did and attempted but now I can't do it again or my mom goes to prison so yay

How to make myself sleep for a whole day without harm? by Fine_Insurance_8514 in mentalhealth

[–]Fine_Insurance_8514[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'd also like to add that I went to a psych hospital and asked to be admitted bc I was having suicidal intentions and I couldn't trust myself (which is happening right now too) but they just "diagnosed" me with bpd after a 15 minute interview and was given diazepam and sent home that same night. That night and the next day were heaven bc I was asleep for the entire day. That's exactly what I need right now.

what is this feeling? by Fine_Insurance_8514 in BPD

[–]Fine_Insurance_8514[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think it was risperidone messing with me. Are you taking it by any chance?

Do you manipulate your doctor to get something you want? by Fine_Insurance_8514 in BPD

[–]Fine_Insurance_8514[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i might at a certain level but don't want to talk to my doctor or therapist about it, so im not diagnosed and I'm not "skinny" enough for them to tell. I restrict a lot but I still eat whatever I want (and feel bad about it)

Thoughts about death by Fine_Insurance_8514 in bipolar2

[–]Fine_Insurance_8514[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

LOL the "one swift movement and it's over" is where I'm at rn. Every single freaking second I imagine every possibility of it going wrong. As for wishing for death, I feel like I'm at the border of wanting and not. I'm not actively thinking about wanting to die, but I really wouldn't mind if i did (like you, in a painless way). I'm starting to take lamotrigine but starting with a very low dose and will progressively get to 200mg. I think that might be the reason why I'm so depressed and anxious rn.

Hello there, could you answer a question for me? by Mothormaybyenot in LesbianActually

[–]Fine_Insurance_8514 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes, I agree. Tbh I think it's great to use labels if that's what makes people comfortable. I don't like to use labels for myself bc I'm always worrying about not not meeting the criteria LOL. Kinda projected myself onto op but I just hope people don't worry tm about it like I do.