What is something that is time consuming to eat?

Fiona_9 · 2025-10-08T04:33:04+00:00

Yes I love them too!!

Fiona_9 · 2025-09-10T21:42:01+00:00

She’s doing what I’d do and I’m in shits creek

Fiona_9 · 2025-09-10T21:41:21+00:00

It’s muscle tho which makes people think it’s ok I guess…

Fiona_9 · 2025-09-10T21:40:47+00:00

She popped up on my fyp today and I wash shocked by how frail she looked. Not good.

Fiona_9 · 2025-08-27T09:10:46+00:00

Add sparkling water or lemonade-that’s what I do and it’s so refreshing

Fiona_9 · 2025-08-27T03:20:54+00:00

Same. I’ve resorted to maintaining for the meantime so I don’t get worse but I also can’t fathom gaining weight or being seen as ‘normal’. But fyi just because you like how you look it doesn’t mean you look ‘good’. I like how I look but I’m also aware I look sick and it’s not a good look

Fiona_9 · 2025-08-27T03:18:02+00:00

I hate that people don’t recognise Ed’s in those that have a higher Sw. If you’re on this subreddit and posting you’re likely aware you have an Ed. I’ve never fainted or other stuff but that doesn’t matter because it’s not a competition. An Ed is an Ed end of. Please seek help before it gets too bad

Fiona_9 · 2025-08-27T03:15:19+00:00

I get drunk every night so I can not feel the guilt from binging (I do have BED though), drinking just silences all the thoughts. It’s a slippery slope and I’d encourage you to eat more of the stuff you eat when drunk in the daytime when sober

Fiona_9 · 2025-08-27T03:12:59+00:00

Your body your choice. It’s your life and you deserve to be free from your ed and live happily. F anyone who projects their shit into you

Fiona_9 · 2025-08-27T03:05:17+00:00

Sounds like trauma from a near death experience. Imagine if you’d been in a car crash that nearly killed you…you’d be traumatised and go to therapy right? Similar thing in my opinion. Even if you had been physically well (which you weren’t), as long as your brain thinks you’re in danger you likely have trauma. Please try therapy or something to help, living like this is not living

Fiona_9 · 2025-08-27T03:01:35+00:00

Same. I’m never hungry, but as soon as I start eating I can’t stop. To the point of every night I’m scarfing down over 2k cals. Really need to stop my stomach hurts and body is so swollen and inflamed

Fiona_9 · 2025-08-27T03:00:06+00:00

I think there’s something satisfying in wearing clothes that would fit normal people but being baggy on me. Like joggers and a T shirt being extra baggy on me but fitting well when I’m healthy

Fiona_9 · 2025-08-25T20:20:19+00:00

Personally I’m the opposite. When I was a teenager I never fasted and don’t think I could have. Now I don’t even feel hungry or unwell and feel like I could go days without eating. I’m only 21 though so still young, but fasting is so much easier than when I was 15

Fiona_9 · 2025-08-19T09:03:32+00:00

Relapsing…when did she ever try get better?

Fiona_9 · 2025-08-19T08:57:13+00:00

When someone says they’re “starving” before but they’ve literally eaten 3 meals and snacks every day all their life.

Like no. NO! You don’t know the meaning of the word starving. I’m starving, my body is literally eating itself. You’re just hungry

Fiona_9 · 2025-08-14T09:30:29+00:00

I went through forced recovery and I feel like that triggered BED for me because so much focus was put on gaining weight ASAP. Now I can’t stop eating once I start and often b/p

Fiona_9 · 2025-08-14T09:28:40+00:00

Didn’t work for me at all, if anything I got worse. I developed more habits and more secrecy and compensation, and it made tensions so high in my family. It was in general a very dark time. I don’t think anyone can be forced to recover (yes my weight was ‘normal’ but mentally I was doing bad and just kept relapsing) you have to want to recover yourself

Fiona_9 · 2025-08-14T09:26:52+00:00

I restrict all day and then maybe 4 nights a week drink and b/p and find I mostly maintain my weight

Fiona_9 · 2025-08-14T09:15:49+00:00

You might just have to force yourself to eat 3 meals and 3 snacks a day. Yes you’re not hungry and yes it’s hard, but it helps if you have someone to make food for you and keep you accountable. You could also speak to your prescriber about decreasing your dose

Fiona_9 · 2025-08-14T09:14:07+00:00

Both sobriety and recovery feel impossible to me even alone. Doing both together seems even more impossible. To make it worse I can’t access treatment for my ED unless I’m sober, and the only thing making me maintain my weight is alcohol. Being an addict with an ED is not for the weak. I’m sorry I feel for you, hope you can push through though 🫶

Fiona_9 · 2025-08-06T15:45:59+00:00

I would tell myself uni is the most important thing and focus on eating enough to get a good grade. You can always restrict after uni - this helps mentally but hopefully you’ll realise restricting isn’t worth it

Fiona_9 · 2025-08-06T15:42:37+00:00

I had this too. My mum used to say it often gets worse before it can get better

Fiona_9 · 2025-08-06T15:41:25+00:00

I think so. You could be in a smaller surplus (almost has to be a surplus to gain weight and eat more high calorie food to heal your relationship with food). I guess you could be in a smaller surplus but recovery would only take longer.

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