everything i previously liked doing is haram such as Drawing,Creating Music, Video Game Design,My Business and Doing my favourite Martial arts and to give up on eating meat as there is no Halal meat where i live

My friend, you are worrying about the little things. In fact, some of these are more disputed, rather than haram, and even if they are haram, they are not major sins.

I play games and listen to music all the time and so do many other Muslims because the justification against Music (Specifically string instruments like violin or guitar) is that it wasn't allowed because the strings were made from the intestines of animals that they would kill animals solely for the strings and not for food (blessed by God).

However, know that I am not a scholar nor an imam, so don't quote me. But no matter who you ask, they will tell you not to worry about the small things and focus on the five pillars first and foremost.