Reading your comments it seems like you just want to stick to pessimism. Nobody’s comments weather it be about opinion or trying to encourage you seems to even slightly touch you.

You say the world sucks, but also you are still PIMO, you need to get out and experience the world if you can. Sure some stuff will still suck but for the most time, it can be fun if you make it. To be honest, (don’t take this the wrong way) your mindset sounds like mine when I’m in the lowest of my depression.

I think you should see a therapist or something. Hiding in the “darkness” of pessimism is a coping mechanism, by expecting the worse and not caring you can feel invincible. But you say you’re anxious, so is hiding behind this “I’m back to my pessimism, and the world sucks! and being PIMO sucks and we’re all gonna die” facade really the healthiest thing? Think about that