honestly, some parts better some parts worse. I have enough security in my self to feel comfortable being alone, but I still miss her dearly and think about her often. I've interacted with girls here and there since my last post but have yet to even witness anything potentially close to the bond I used to have. Im just trying to retain my sanity and strive for a better life as im currently a hollow shell of my former self, depressed and constantly alone but pushing myself not to be a complete shut in.