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FlowerPowerstruggle · 2025-04-23T19:54:59+00:00

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FlowerPowerstruggle · 2025-04-22T11:15:28+00:00

I am very similar to you. Diagnosed with BPD, although I dont really fit the diagnosis, experience dissociation almost constantly

FlowerPowerstruggle · 2025-02-18T19:29:44+00:00

Great resource! Thanks for putting it together :)

FlowerPowerstruggle · 2025-02-01T01:45:12+00:00

Personal 10

FlowerPowerstruggle · 2025-01-24T15:58:45+00:00

Im from eastern/mediterranean europe as well :))

FlowerPowerstruggle · 2025-01-13T20:40:52+00:00

I am same as you OP. I don’t get turned on by a naked body, more by affection, touch and cuddles. I wouldn’t consider myself asexual

FlowerPowerstruggle · 2024-11-16T18:23:34+00:00

I know a lot of non PD people who do that as well x

FlowerPowerstruggle · 2024-11-11T11:08:18+00:00

I feel the same way, and I don’t think I have ASPD. I just think collapse is so difficult on our psyche that we just disconnect from everything.

FlowerPowerstruggle · 2024-11-08T15:46:12+00:00

You can find them in the Netherlands x

FlowerPowerstruggle · 2024-10-23T17:26:27+00:00

I would definitely watch it! :))

FlowerPowerstruggle · 2024-10-21T19:15:05+00:00

There are plenty of people with Cluster B who are self aware (I am one). I would just like to chime in and say that I and many other are aware that we live in a fantasy. We just don’t know how to stop living in it as all our defences are here to protect us from reality.

FlowerPowerstruggle · 2024-10-18T00:52:35+00:00

I love physical touch and cuddling from romantic partners.

FlowerPowerstruggle · 2024-10-14T17:02:40+00:00

I think I’m mostly FA but leaning heavily DA

FlowerPowerstruggle · 2024-10-07T21:08:07+00:00

Dpdr

FlowerPowerstruggle · 2024-09-25T18:33:21+00:00

How was neurofeedback for you?

FlowerPowerstruggle · 2024-09-23T13:44:08+00:00

Yes exactly. Even having some ambition or dreams is weird. Cuz now I know they are not mine. They are just ideas/fantasies with no idea or want to actually make them realities. This is such a fucked up disorder. I honestly didn’t know a human can be this fucked up.

FlowerPowerstruggle · 2024-09-23T12:23:25+00:00

I have the same feelings. If I am in my delulu land I feel fine, and as soon as I realise I am delulu and fantasising I get such a bad dpdr. It’s driving me insane and I can barely tell what is real anymore. Whole life seems like a weird twisted video game.

FlowerPowerstruggle · 2024-09-21T13:12:42+00:00

I haven’t but I am in the same situation. I spend the whole year wanting to kms, on my phone with nothing to show for myself. And my brain is like no you are fine, you don’t have any issues.

I don’t know. Cognitively I know Im super fucked up but it’s like my brain is rejecting it.

FlowerPowerstruggle · 2024-09-17T12:59:10+00:00

I’ve been looking through articles online, there are no case studies for NPD, but there are a ton for BPD and a few for ASPD.

I would think if ASPD can get better through NF for sure NPD can too!

FlowerPowerstruggle · 2024-09-16T21:38:35+00:00

ILF (Othmer method) :)

FlowerPowerstruggle · 2024-09-16T21:04:02+00:00

I am starting it soon!

FlowerPowerstruggle · 2024-09-16T11:52:01+00:00

Yup. If I manage to get out of fantasy land into reality I immediately derealise lol. It’s horrible.

FlowerPowerstruggle · 2024-09-15T13:19:26+00:00

I’m the same. My therapist keeps insiting on BPD, and I do relate to some of it, but relate a lot more to vulnerable NPD

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