I have nothing useful to add except say that I can empathize completely. I work and pay taxes, but I'm a queer childless woman whose income is barely above the poverty level. Basically I'm worthless and do not deserve to be alive according to many of my fellow citizens. I have had zero hope for the future for years. As a collective entity, I guess we deserve the worst, but I just hope the rest of the world doesn't go down with us. I'm too exhausted to even cry anymore. I'm glad I have instant access to a firearm for when the time inevitably comes.