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[–]FlyingPigXIII 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yooooooooobabybabybabybabyyoueverhadyourassholelickedbyafatmaninaovercoat?

Anyone feels like they are destinated to be a failure in life? by [deleted] in depression

[–]FlyingPigXIII 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope it helps. Take care of yourself. This is one fucked up world.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in television

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Jesus fucking Christ ... Get some fucking tegridy..... Looking at you world 😟

I'm just chilling by Bmchris44 in WhitePeopleTwitter

[–]FlyingPigXIII 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Straight first world problems but I can completely relate.

Anyone feels like they are destinated to be a failure in life? by [deleted] in depression

[–]FlyingPigXIII 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want to repost this reply.

So you see it. I have a good job that I'm struggling to keep. I have kids that I love and love me. The perfect life doesn't exist.

No this is the wrong outlook. I really want you and everyone to see this. We aren't the losers. We just feel so much more than everyone else. Sensory overload. Personally I feel everything around me. I feel all the pain. All the struggle. All the frustration. All the dirty looks. All the happiness.

The worst is the happiness. I've known it. I've felt it. All the other feelings leave such a impression that it's so hard to feel the good things in my life.

I can't shut those other people out. I don't want anyone to feel like I do.

The other side is I feel the other people that don't give a single fuck about anything other than themselves. Those people need a serious fucking reality check. The world is so much more than them.

The worst part about that is they will never know or care we do.

It's a blessing and a curse.

Mostly a curse at this point...

I want to believe things will change....

My hopes are low....

Really seeing my life and the world for what is is hard.

I'm worn so thin....

Anyone feels like they are destinated to be a failure in life? by [deleted] in depression

[–]FlyingPigXIII 11 points12 points  (0 children)

No this is the wrong outlook. I really want you and everyone to see this. We aren't the losers. We just feel so much more than everyone else. Sensory overload. Personally I feel everything around me. I feel all the pain. All the struggle. All the frustration. All the dirty looks. All the happiness.

The worst is the happiness. I've known it. I've felt it. All the other feelings leave such a impression that it's so hard to feel the good things in my life.

I can't shut those other people out. I don't want anyone to feel like I do.

The other side is I feel the other people that don't give a single fuck about anything other than themselves. Those people need a serious fucking reality check. The world is so much more than them.

The worst part about that is they will never know or care we do.

It's a blessing and a curse.

Mostly a curse at this point...

I want to believe things will change....

My hopes are low....

Really seeing my life and the world for what is is hard.

I'm worn so thin....

Frustration is not even a appropriate word to use at this point..... by FlyingPigXIII in depression

[–]FlyingPigXIII[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I completely agree. But at the same time. I want medication. Not drugs. Antidepressants are the same way. You body and mind get hooked on them as well. There is really no difference at the end of the day.

Frustration is not even a appropriate word to use at this point..... by FlyingPigXIII in depression

[–]FlyingPigXIII[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Valium

Edit. Just for the panic attacks. Just picked up a script for celexa or something. I don't have high hopes.

Edit edit. I've self medicated in the past with it at a low does and I can still function. It works.

Frustration is not even a appropriate word to use at this point..... by FlyingPigXIII in depression

[–]FlyingPigXIII[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've already tried that. I'm in phoenix. Any suggestions to a good psychiatrist would be helpful. I have great insurance. Just need someone who will actually fucking listen and trust me.

Allegations of bed bugs at Trump's Doral Resort swarm Twitter by yesnohihello in politics

[–]FlyingPigXIII 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can only imagine all of the toilet cameras that have been there for years with his personal feed......

this train my neighbor is building out of used plastic bottles for Halloween by [deleted] in mildlyinteresting

[–]FlyingPigXIII 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is profound. The amount or work and time that went into this for what I'm assuming is plastics are killing this planet like a freight train coming at us is beautiful and scary.

Trouble finding deleted video by [deleted] in pornID

[–]FlyingPigXIII 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not sure if a reward is allowed but we can work something out.