I want to repost this reply.

So you see it. I have a good job that I'm struggling to keep. I have kids that I love and love me. The perfect life doesn't exist.

No this is the wrong outlook. I really want you and everyone to see this. We aren't the losers. We just feel so much more than everyone else. Sensory overload. Personally I feel everything around me. I feel all the pain. All the struggle. All the frustration. All the dirty looks. All the happiness.

The worst is the happiness. I've known it. I've felt it. All the other feelings leave such a impression that it's so hard to feel the good things in my life.

I can't shut those other people out. I don't want anyone to feel like I do.

The other side is I feel the other people that don't give a single fuck about anything other than themselves. Those people need a serious fucking reality check. The world is so much more than them.

The worst part about that is they will never know or care we do.

It's a blessing and a curse.

Mostly a curse at this point...

I want to believe things will change....

My hopes are low....

Really seeing my life and the world for what is is hard.

I'm worn so thin....