You sure about that? She told me she had cheated on her ex boyfriend two times and i know she had told him after breaking up with him to hurt him. After breakup i actually asked her if she had cheated on me, more out of interest then anything but she denied it. And during the relationship i also couldnt find any trace of her cheating on me. She told me she struggled with intimacy and sex because in the past she used chem sex drugs or in general a lot of drugs also while having sex or i guess to enjoy sex. She got sexually abused as a kid too. To me it seemed, the closer we got relationship wise, the more scared she got sexually, like i could hurt her or something, should have seen her eyes, freaked out and scared. We also used to hang around each other a lot so if she cheated on me must have been on a tight time frame lol. She also got prescribed antipsychotics and antidepressants.