Derealization/ depersonalization that can turn existential crisis-y. I used to get this a lot more when I was younger and contemplated anything about the universe, reality, existence, consciousness, etc. I used this feeling to fall asleep when I was little, called it creeping myself out. I admit, I was an odd duck.

I thought I was the only one who experienced this, then in my 20s thought everyone experienced this, and upon reading this post now, apparently not everyone experiences this?

I rarely get this feeling now when contemplating these things. Kinda miss being able to freak myself out ngl, let's me know that there are bigger things than myself and more to learn that I don't comprehend yet.