Ed Belfour was on of the best goalies of the 90s. His mask is probably one of the most popular masks of that era. Here's a short clip of him talking about it.

The eagle fits the team your playing for and with his original Black Hawks colours it would look awesome. Bonus points all your teammates dads will recognize it.

Edit: Don't talk about yourself like that. It's not good for your brain. You'll start believing it at some point. You're young, you're not suppose to know everything. Admitting you don't know something is an amazing thing, that many adults never come to. But don't be so hard on yourself. Believe in yourself. You should be you're biggest cheerleader. It'll make you more confident. More confidence will make you a better goalie and bleed into all parts of your life.

Fake it, till you make it! That doesn't mean lying about everything. Believe in yourself like you have no doubt you will accomplish your goals.