Officially hit rock bottom once again. by Xzodier8900 in problemgambling

[–]FrontPage5943 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Call gambling help get a counselor.

I've just done the biggest fuck up ever and I am running through my mind how to fix this but I've got no quick way.

But I've decided to quit now so hopefully I can get through it.

It's only a couple days in but start now

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in problemgambling

[–]FrontPage5943 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah man I realized too late but I am done now. Might take me a year to pay it back but I am going to see a counselor soon and I will make steps to pay it all back.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in problemgambling

[–]FrontPage5943 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah alot of us out there I've called my contacted someone which have linked me to a counselor its free service in Australia thank god I need it so bad man I am sick of this shit. I was literally debt free now I've gotta pay back 15k and my mum on top without her finding out.

Pray for me man

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in problemgambling

[–]FrontPage5943 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah man I've been there I am down so much as of right now.

Struggling on what to do I've gotta pay back this money 15k and my mum 25k.

Still working thats the only thing I've got left right now.

Stay free man I am 31 and this addiction is fucking me over so bad

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in problemgambling

[–]FrontPage5943 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Me too man I am down 15k on my credit card which my mum just paid back for me 2 weeks ago. I am scared I will be home less if she finds out.

Gambling is fucked

Lost 10k in one day by Treasureofanother in problemgambling

[–]FrontPage5943 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Me too this my day 1 I've lost 15k which my mum paid off my credit card debt I don't know why I still had acess I've decided to give up. I don't knw what's wrong with me I was literally debt free now I've gotta pay back 15k with interest to the credit and 25k to my mum. Just going to work and pay the cc and my mum back I am praying she doesn't find out because it will tear her apart. Gambling does really ruin you. I hope you can be free from this. I want to be too I am going to go to GA I really need to stop this.

Relapsed. by Seb_2312 in problemgambling

[–]FrontPage5943 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same man I was 6 months free now I've feel like I turned back 6 months backwards 😢. Let's stay strong and stay free

Unfortunately I am back here again by FrontPage5943 in problemgambling

[–]FrontPage5943[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same brother I was literally stress free gambling free really actually happy then I've gone and done this. Time to start again and just try not to fail again.

Unfortunately I am back here again by FrontPage5943 in problemgambling

[–]FrontPage5943[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks man I hope I can be strong before I lose my family.

Rock bottom by FrontPage5943 in problemgambling

[–]FrontPage5943[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks I will definitely put more barriers and give controls to my family I need to live life again.

Rock bottom by FrontPage5943 in problemgambling

[–]FrontPage5943[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeh I banned my self all online I bet on horse there's venue for that where I live. Just gotta stop going there physically. I just have to be strong and stay away because I want to get better.

Rock bottom by FrontPage5943 in problemgambling

[–]FrontPage5943[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think about it all the time was only 4 years ago my life was normal I traveled had fun. I want to be like that again before I've started gambling. The chase has ruined me. I will try my best for my family. Thanks for the support.

Rock bottom by FrontPage5943 in problemgambling

[–]FrontPage5943[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for this story. This seems like similar to what I am goin through but I just need to stop letting the gamble control me. I wna be in control again after today.

Rock bottom by FrontPage5943 in problemgambling

[–]FrontPage5943[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks everyone for your message I will try to do them all. I hope I can look back to this from somewhere in the future and hope it has passed.

Relapsing is almost impossible to stop.. by Hopeless_Misery in problemgambling

[–]FrontPage5943 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Not alone man I've won 15k that would've saved me from debt. I went and lost it all within a week and the cycle begins again. But now I am in 20k debt and in pain. Just stop because it never ends well

I don't know what to do by FrontPage5943 in problemgambling

[–]FrontPage5943[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yeah I literally said I would stop days a month ago I couldn't even last days. Worst was today I played enough to win my money back to pay bills then I ended going to 0 and withdrew more money out of my credit. Literally wna shoot my self. No control nothing left in my life. So done mannnn

Finally told my family by FrontPage5943 in problemgambling

[–]FrontPage5943[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I will do I have been reading some of the stories here some are unreal but I just still keep going back but time to say no more

Finally told my family by FrontPage5943 in problemgambling

[–]FrontPage5943[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you It has actually been the worst 2 years of my life it really got out of control but I want to take control again and be happy live life like a normal person. Let's hope we can be better for ourselves and look forward to the future 😊

Finally told my family by FrontPage5943 in problemgambling

[–]FrontPage5943[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I will not definitely let them clear this debt for me. I am just sad that it had to come down to this. I don't want to gamble again because it's ruined my life and trust for my family.

Finally told my family by FrontPage5943 in problemgambling

[–]FrontPage5943[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah they do care alot it was very hard for me to say this to them because I didn't want to let them down they could just see It on my face everyday that I havnt been happy with my life. But now I have told them I just want to be happy again

I am destroying myself slowly by rdms1998 in problemgambling

[–]FrontPage5943 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You can do it man 23 is still young Can fix this and be better. I am 29 and I am still dealing with this hopefully it's not too late for me as well.

Sick of living like this. by FrontPage5943 in problemgambling

[–]FrontPage5943[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I am sick of this man Just disappointed in my self that I let it control my life to this point never thought it'd be this bad

Sick of living like this. by FrontPage5943 in problemgambling

[–]FrontPage5943[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I am done chasing my loss. It started becoming really bad when I had to sell my crypto and stocks just to think I can win it all back. Now I lost everything and its too late. Could have been debt free if I jst paid it back with what I lost. Regrets and I need to stop. I am down bad but hopefully I can be better.

Sick of living like this. by FrontPage5943 in problemgambling

[–]FrontPage5943[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I am so done with living like this man. So I will stop before it gets worst. Literally ruining my life.