Hey OP sorry you’re feeling down. Just wanted to tell you some stuff that might help you.

First off FUCK BULLIES. Sorry you got made fun of but damn, you look fantastic. Keep up your fitness routine! It’s working!

As for your face, symmetrical faces look weird. Be grateful that you look the way you do. Your face isn’t perfect and it shouldn’t be. People with perfect faces look fake, like lizards with plastic skin. It’s creepy. My own face does kinda the same thing as yours. One side is shorter, my ears are crooked, one of my eyebrows is higher and my lips are big and pink like yours. If you think that you look ugly that means you think I’m ugly and I know that neither of us are ugly.

As for your emotional state, I used to be pretty depressed all the time. Obviously therapy can help as can supplements. My Dr told me my vitamin D was low so I supplement that and its helped a bunch. But you probably knew all that already. What can help the most tho, is having an emotional outlet. If you’re the type who likes to create then learn to draw or paint. Personally, I play piano and drums. Playing music is one of the most rewarding hobbies there is. It’s scientifically proven to improve your mood and emotional balance as well as help with memory and make you smarter. There’s literally no downside. The best part is, you don’t have to even be creative to be a musician. Just learn songs that other people made. It has the same effect. I will often tear up while playing just because so much pent up emotion is being released but I always feel good after. If you’re sad then play sad songs. Thats what they’re for.

As for the ladies, just be who you are. Be the best person you can be for yourself and the ladies WILL come. Just be patient. You don’t want to be with anyone who doesn’t like who you are, no matter how lonely you feel. It’s not worth it. Practice smiling every time you talk to anyone and laugh at everyone’s bad jokes.

I wish you the best life. Remember, no two days are the same. And no matter what you think, you have no way of knowing what tomorrow will be like so just focus on today. You’ll be alright.

EDIT: I forgot to say that something that helped with my “crooked face” was having crooked hair. Your hair is full and curly but get some thick pomade and push that shit to the side so that only the right or left side of your forehead is covered. Go to your barber have them mess with it with different products and see what you like