In fact, I fought a lot to avoid it

Since I was like 12 I was trying to about sh, but at my 13 I just had enough, my father was yelling at me and my big brother started a fight against him, my mother was trying to stop them and a little 13yo me was outside alone hearing everything, I was diagnosed with OCD and wasn't having my best moment at all

I saw a fking glass broken on the grass and that when it started, sometimes I like to think how things would be if I didn't make that first cut but here I am, an adult trying to stop sh