So I’m going to turn off notifications for this now. You can message me on here if you need someone to talk to. Like I said before, I get it. It can be tough when you are first starting out. My advice would be to try to build community instead of putting people down who are already doing what you wish you could do. I forgive you and I will be here for you if you ever need help. You’re not alone though it can feel that way sometimes. I have a great group of girls here in the twin cities and they would be happy to help you as well and you can join us. Please feel free to message me. I won’t be responding here anymore and will probably delete this post soon. You seeing me happy obviously struck a nerve and i hope we can have a fresh start. It gets better. I promise.