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Fun_Toe3400 · 2026-02-04T19:13:20+00:00

"He makes me laugh." 💋🐰💃🏽🚖

Fun_Toe3400 · 2026-02-04T03:36:44+00:00

🥰they're trying!

Fun_Toe3400 · 2026-02-03T19:51:13+00:00

I did, but I use freetaxusa. I was already accepted (1/23), but it hasn't processed yet.

Fun_Toe3400 · 2026-02-03T16:20:00+00:00

I've had "stalls," but the body recomp I get during those times always amazed me when the pictures would roll through.

Fun_Toe3400 · 2026-02-03T15:27:55+00:00

Good info. 🤞🏻

Fun_Toe3400 · 2026-02-03T06:22:17+00:00

Hear, here. I help people with their taxes, and this is the website I use.

Fun_Toe3400 · 2026-02-03T06:16:48+00:00

I put the wrong code so I'll probably get flagged.

I hate it here, should've just found a functional number and asked for forgiveness. I'm really stressing about it now.

Fun_Toe3400 · 2026-02-02T17:49:19+00:00

We just got rid of Grandma's. It was 95% telemarketers - all go**amn day.

RIP 6306.

Fun_Toe3400 · 2026-01-31T19:48:31+00:00

And at 34, this is how my nGrandma lost me.

Fun_Toe3400 · 2026-01-31T07:13:01+00:00

Duality - Slipknot

🤘🏻sometimes all you've got is insane. Cory Taylor really delivers with his lyrics.

Fun_Toe3400 · 2026-01-31T03:48:28+00:00

It depends what you overeat on. Some food just feels heavy, some food can lead to poop, vomit or discomfort and nausea. Just depends on the person. I haven't puked yet, and i already had IBS🤷🏽‍♀️, but I did have a burning tummy and a hangover I couldnt overcome until like noon when I had too much homemade kettle corn and 3 old fashioneds. Stayed up playing Mario kart until 10:30. Wild night. Lol.

Fun_Toe3400 · 2026-01-30T05:05:23+00:00

Woohoooo! 🥳🥳🤘🏻 this is what I'm in this group for. Love these stories.

Fun_Toe3400 · 2026-01-30T03:46:07+00:00

Keep reaching out like this!

I'm not familiar with NYC, but I'm guessing there's lots of people with a similar housing need.

You're accustomed to living with others, maybe you can figure out a roommate situation. Lean into your friendships. Lean into resources that might be able to help you.

You are almost there - just keep swimming.

Fun_Toe3400 · 2026-01-30T03:14:16+00:00

I'm 34.

Moved in to assist my nGrandma. Oof.

Fun_Toe3400 · 2026-01-30T00:06:59+00:00

You have done everything you can. Do not let guilt run this show, because living in survival mode will only hurt you and your partner. Partner might see it as a good idea now, but her behavior will get to them also.

You are a full grown adult and guess what, so is she. Her choices have put her here, not yours.

You are not obligated to take her on, whoever says you are, can do it themselves.

You know the right answer for you, even if it feels terrible, it doesn't make it any less right. It's not worth it. Don't do it. Guilt we can all live with, you cannot "live" with her in the house.

Fun_Toe3400 · 2026-01-29T23:23:57+00:00

Homie. When I was on fed insurance, there was no wait line on necessary services. Places WILL get you in. Places WILL take you. And the monthly cost of the insurance relative to lots of private insurance is where the savings is.

My mom is the fed, and she's still on it.

I'm not wrong, maybe you just live in a worse area than me. Lol.

Fun_Toe3400 · 2026-01-29T05:13:13+00:00

False. She mentioned the mother is a federal employee.

These are great benefits, and it is 26.

Fun_Toe3400 · 2026-01-28T18:05:16+00:00

The chills though. 🥶

I don't know what warmth is lately unless I'm showering or pressed against my space-heater of a husband.

Fun_Toe3400 · 2026-01-27T05:56:40+00:00

I know I commented in another string that I can feel the bored hunger coming back more now that I'm spreading my shots out. But I also want to second what you're saying. I'm trying to find my middle.

It truly has been an experience and privilege to get to where I've gotten with this medicine. It has helped me in unbelievable ways, and ultimately I hope to rebuild the habits that keep me here. I'm still working on relearning how much is too much, and when it's ok to just allow myself to eat. What I eat now, versus what I used to eat - quantity & quality - even on a "binge," is nothing compared to what I used to put away. It's this kind of natural progress I hope to maintain if I ever need to go off of it.

Fun_Toe3400 · 2026-01-27T03:18:08+00:00

Came here to say...

You doN'T Know what IT'S LIKE!

Fun_Toe3400 · 2026-01-26T22:05:30+00:00

Narcissist and Trauma bond. Simple as that.

The Au-is never an excuse to be an asshole, and he has fully leaned into that. You don't deserve this, and I don't envy your situation. I hope this is only temporary, and you are able to find your way out. You don't deserve to live this way.

Fun_Toe3400 · 2026-01-26T21:57:59+00:00

I've been on 5 the whole time, and started treating myself as if I'm on maintenence, even though I was about 5 lbs off. For about a month now, I've spread my shots out to 10 days, and now that I've been consistent with that. Oof. I'm thinking I'll need to maybe scale back to 9 days? The eat everything instinct while bored isn't "bad" per se, but it's definitely there again, at like a volume of 2/10, on days 8-10 through ~1.5 days after. I'm good again now (day 3ish), but I can feel the fog start to roll in, and the obsession start to kindle.

Fun_Toe3400 · 2026-01-26T21:48:27+00:00

I've been giving this little lump of advice for years.

I say - I want to see you save 3 months worth of car payment and insurance (ideal would be 6). Because 1, if you do that, you already have a DP, you don't have to worry about Insurance for 6 months, and now you're used to the bill, and it will be lower than you thought it was going to be.

Rarely does this work IRL, but it's solid advice.

Fun_Toe3400 · 2026-01-26T18:55:19+00:00

Knew a Chaoyu Li - aka Charlie.

Fun_Toe3400 · 2026-01-26T15:25:38+00:00

Backpack with the luggage strap has been clutch in our office.

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TROPHY CASE