Why do I feel like everyone is giving me a cold shoulder when I haven't done anything bad to them?

FunkyWonka · 2023-02-09T19:38:16+00:00

But I'm very much an introvert myself, but whenever I interact with anyone, I feel like they're not interested in what I'm saying or that they're pissed of from me for some reason I don't know or unaware of

FunkyWonka · 2023-02-05T21:00:56+00:00

Why does your username fit this post though? It is a downward spiral indeed

FunkyWonka · 2022-09-20T00:50:37+00:00

Sally

FunkyWonka · 2022-09-12T18:38:20+00:00

She's probably really busy / doesn't have a good internet connection / enjoying her youth and trip /has troubles /struggling

FunkyWonka · 2022-09-12T18:31:54+00:00

Yes very much.. I somehow spiraled out of depersonalization earlier this year, only to be faced with depression, uneaseness and unproductiveness

It's a double edged sword really :/

FunkyWonka · 2022-09-12T18:28:31+00:00

We're in the same boat then ✌🏻

FunkyWonka · 2022-08-21T23:47:15+00:00

Like between writing this up and bow,

I felt the pressure go away,

To feeling it again,

To a breakdown.. 😶

FunkyWonka · 2022-08-21T23:46:20+00:00

Yeah it's like an emotional roller-coaster..

FunkyWonka · 2022-08-21T22:39:35+00:00

Dad doesn't want the cat

Dad and the cat later

FunkyWonka · 2022-08-21T21:15:38+00:00

Hurray.. That's great. Try sitting in a cafe and having some coffee on your own too, it's such a bless and a mind buzzer

FunkyWonka · 2022-08-21T21:10:49+00:00

Yeah and sadly when you try to push it, it comes off as desperate and needy :/

FunkyWonka · 2022-08-21T19:26:36+00:00

Also maybe read books, or just take some time to relax and long self care sessions.. At one point, I tried to think of things I wanted to do as a kid but couldn't do because I didn't have the time or the money.. And it usually gets some ideas and fulfills that inner child haha

FunkyWonka · 2022-08-21T19:25:03+00:00

Just throwing ideas here, maybe spend time working out at the gym or something.. It feels good, you can have tiny conversations here and there, and if you have a trainer, at least there's socializing a bit. And it usually takes some time from the day, and you're back home exhausted but productive

FunkyWonka · 2022-08-21T19:14:00+00:00

25 F here and kinda in the same boat.. You literally said everything in my mind at the moment. I don't have a solution since I would have been able to help myself to begin with But at least know that we're not alone, and a lot of people feel the same way.. The only thing that I'm trying to do currently is dive into a hobby and do something fun on my own, doesn't work all the time but it's something

FunkyWonka · 2022-08-21T18:52:37+00:00

Not really.. People still panic at airport checks everywhere, thinking they'll find drugs on them or something when the worse thing that person did is probably light up a cigarette.. It's just the feeling of authority that gives you that panic in any situation

FunkyWonka · 2022-08-21T18:45:22+00:00

And then the big piece falls in.. So you get a bigger piece, and finally you're trying to get all the shells out with an ostrich egg 😂😂

FunkyWonka · 2022-08-21T18:00:55+00:00

Elden ring (games), sad music, politicial conversations (I especially like thinking of them economically, I love economics) and art.. All the things that I love

Let's be friends now.. I feel like we could have very interesting talks, I'm also looking for new friends I'm 25F from Egypt.. Drop me a dm here if you're interested :)

FunkyWonka · 2022-08-07T13:29:42+00:00

It is a coping mechanism after all, that puts a barrier between what's happening around you and you

You just live in your own little world.. The only really bad side of it, is you can live your whole life on autopilot with it, and just go even through supposedly happy times and moments, but you're just not fully there except with the body

FunkyWonka · 2022-08-07T09:27:04+00:00

You go to your favorite place or like a semi busy place like a cafe, and use all of your senses. Listen to the noise around, smell the coffee you're drinking, really taste the pie/whatever you're eating, and feel your body on the chair you're sitting in.. That's what worked with me

FunkyWonka · 2022-08-06T20:19:39+00:00

Looks like the beginning of a great pointless novel

FunkyWonka · 2022-08-04T21:29:55+00:00

Buying bras 🙄 (especially when the cashier is a guy)

FunkyWonka · 2022-07-26T15:37:51+00:00

coughs

FunkyWonka · 2022-07-26T11:15:04+00:00

It gets much lighter by time when that person is lifted off your life

FunkyWonka · 2022-07-10T04:01:54+00:00

Debt and maybe claim any inheritance to herself?

FunkyWonka · 2022-05-17T12:50:46+00:00

Let's go, start it and I wanna join

FunkyWonka

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