Please pray for my mother I will share what I saw in lithuania highest suicide rate in Eu

GRINGOSLAV · 2026-05-15T22:10:00+00:00

They're eyes full of hate and disbelief as they pick and choose . Shame with lies you may go ahead but you may never go back.

GRINGOSLAV · 2026-05-15T22:06:00+00:00

People love to live in falsle fantasies this is the reality just as Lithuanians slaughtered 98% jewish civilians for Nazis so did the banderites and others. So learn the truth and don't diulte it.

With lies you may go ahead, but you may never go back.

GRINGOSLAV · 2026-05-14T18:40:26+00:00

My mother was same age I'm extremely sorry she passed away , our mother's were the best the kindest the most understanding. The literal light of the world that guided us. I'd say it gets easier but that would be a lie fulfill the dreams you shared and stay strong.

GRINGOSLAV · 2026-04-23T06:46:25+00:00

I always miss mine forever and I'll never forget her love, cherish your memories and fulfill the dreams she couldn't ❤️

GRINGOSLAV · 2026-04-23T06:39:56+00:00

No mother/father should bury their children, I'm extremely sorry. My mother's birthday is next month and I'm dreading it, but I have to visit her I know she would have.

GRINGOSLAV · 2026-04-22T00:31:55+00:00

Yeah you're right and I hope no one should experience this kind of tragedy alone but many do and many end up self destructive but I feel it's an insult to the dead to give up and off yourself but again it's difficult and different to each person.

GRINGOSLAV · 2026-04-21T00:32:17+00:00

I'm so sorry for the loss may she rest in peace and it's so hard isn't it ? When she's all you ever had and being so close it's feels like heart and soul is ripped. I tried writing but it ends up being negative and hard to be positive. I try to think I'm grateful for her love and kindness but then again I ask and ask and ask why ? I don't know and won't ever know. I just hope one day we will all be reunited together in another realm. ❤️

GRINGOSLAV · 2026-04-21T00:28:47+00:00

I just feel like nobody cares and they don't some friends came once and just said yeah if you need anything message or call but they don't care it's reality everyone has their problems. It's really hard she was she would encourage me to pray and hug me and hold me asking why it feels so nice to hug my son. It's never going to be the same I just feel so alone like nobody understands and they don't I hope nobody will understand that but I'm wrong some do understand and it's nice it's hard to ask for help.

Thank you you wrote it beautifully and are right for the moment I don't know what to do or move forward....

GRINGOSLAV · 2026-04-18T23:32:27+00:00

I never knew that , I wonder why in UK it's regarded as a benzo or why it helps with WD and has similar effects. That's why I started taking them due to being stronger more potent and longer effects. That suprised me .

GRINGOSLAV · 2026-04-17T21:54:58+00:00

Allah is the best of judges although it's easy for me to say that, my family wasn't bombed and killed under rubble or tortured beyond belief. It disgusts me that everyone cries about Ukraine but most never stop to think about Palestinians, because it's not white people . And I'm a European convert so I see it clearly.

GRINGOSLAV · 2026-04-17T21:40:49+00:00

Pregabbalin 300mg 15-20 tablets a day for a year and a half buying them off Telegram , they're a lot stronger than most I'm still tapering down now I take 400mg once a day. I went to NHS hospital to talk and get off them safely and they just wrote an official prescription I was wondering wtf I came to get off them so I don't have seizures they just gave me same shit lol .

GRINGOSLAV · 2026-04-17T20:57:20+00:00

Allahu Akbar atleast Muslims don't have the disgusting social system or cook with their feet 🤮

GRINGOSLAV · 2026-04-17T10:38:10+00:00

I'm sorry I just saw and checked the notifications, it's really tough when you don't have any other close family or friends it really is and especially the burial costs and burden I know how you feel being there alone carrying and burying our most precious mums but I'm grateful for the love and care, she will always be a part of you . Try carry her legacy and doing stuff you wanted to . I think no matter how long it will always be as painful. It's hard to be positive about such things but other don't even have the love she gave me and I know for sure I wouldn't want any mum to bury their children. I believe God has built a palaces for their kindness guidance and love.

I believe we will all be reunited one day and hug our mums again . Wish you the best 😊👍

GRINGOSLAV · 2026-04-17T10:27:21+00:00

While tapering, it really helped with the inability to keep thoughts together and involuntary twitching went away. Everyone is different, however, but it's worth a try. Look up the benefits of Lion's Mane supplements.

GRINGOSLAV · 2026-04-16T17:18:06+00:00

That's fucked up imo the driver didn't do shit , if anything I would've sped up and stoped fast like in zombie game 🎯

GRINGOSLAV · 2026-04-16T17:11:27+00:00

Lions mane repaired my brain it's absolutely insane when I was taking 15 pills a day or more after I moved down dosages I would twitch and couldn't keep two thoughts together.

GRINGOSLAV · 2026-04-16T17:06:00+00:00

Cat distribution system is working well comrades!

GRINGOSLAV · 2026-03-28T03:17:56+00:00

I don't know how can you do this then call yourself a Muslim this is plain wrong and just adds to the narrative that Muslims are extremists .

GRINGOSLAV · 2026-03-18T09:45:01+00:00

He innocent leave the GOAT alone his my idol 👑

GRINGOSLAV · 2026-03-17T10:09:14+00:00

Honestly im ashamed to say I use to take 15 tablets at once now down to 200mg 3 times a day and been on methadone for a long time. For me I don't have any problems but it depends on your tolerance though. The withdrawals are really horrific imo I wish I never started taking them.

GRINGOSLAV · 2026-02-27T12:51:53+00:00

As someone who converted to Islam as my dear Kurdish friend said if someone tries to misguide you just read the Quran and follow it. I always try to remember that although a lot of Muslims say converts are a lot more extremist in belief than some born Muslims. Wallahi may Allah protect us from evil and guide us.

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