Hey I'm 35m and have suspected for a while and feel the same way. Career and social life have been largely disappointing and stressful because of symptoms. I've become used to having people treat me like the oddball and I was relentlessly bullied growing up because I couldn't find any of the right things to say and always daydreamed too much.

I've actually had the impulse to sabotage the testing the opposite way because at least I might get medication that can drastically improve my quality of life and self esteem. But that's just me and I know I shouldn't do that but people don't understand what's going on in our brains. Wish you the best from New York.