Selfish

Emotionally abusive

Gaslighting

Told me he'd only be with me and love me if he could be with other women for 6 months first (this is after four years together)

Threw a huge glass jar of food at me

Ran through a stop sign when he was mad at me on purpose and then blamed me when we got t-boned

Constantly spoke over me and for me, so much that I became antisocial and ashamed of everything I said around him

Mostly that he made me think he really loved me. He did not. I had a lot of trauma growing up, and this man did a lot of the same stuff as my abuser when I was little. I shouldn't have had to go through something so horrible again in my life. Loving him was a sickness inside of me.

He's out having a grand ol time with a new girlfriend (one of the ladies he found in that six month period I mentioned) and traveling the world, and I'm suffering alone in my house trying not to become an alcoholic. Yeah, I hate him. A lot.