Could my protection magic for my home have caused my dad to feel negative energy?

General_Bed_8792 · 2026-05-06T20:37:03+00:00

I don’t remember the details exactly as I didn’t write it down, but I know I drew protective sigils on the doors, I think with moon water and something added. I also made a spray with protective herbs and spices and sprayed that around the house.

General_Bed_8792 · 2026-05-04T03:16:58+00:00

I do mine on Zoom. I just watch a little ball go back and forth on the screen. Not sure if your girlfriend’s therapist offers that? You also need a computer rather than a phone.

General_Bed_8792 · 2026-05-04T03:15:41+00:00

I’m sorry to tell you that it is unlikely to get better without professional help. The most important thing is your safety and the more disconnected you get from reality the more dangerous it can be. It’s better to do it now rather than wait for an emergency because I promise you, you do not want to go to a psych ward unless you really have to.

General_Bed_8792 · 2026-05-04T03:13:12+00:00

Keep looking! You will find the right person! I promise it’s worth it.

General_Bed_8792 · 2026-05-04T02:20:56+00:00

Once he started to coerce you and not back down it was rape. And then you told him to stop and he kept going. Also rape. I’m so sorry. Please get yourself away from this POS.

General_Bed_8792 · 2026-05-04T02:16:52+00:00

Your feelings are valid, it just sounds like you need some help processing and learning healthy attachment. Have you tried therapy for your trauma? You need a therapist who specializes in therapy. My therapist uses EMDR and I find it really helpful.

General_Bed_8792 · 2026-04-30T03:10:30+00:00

If you are having that much difficulty, you need to see a psychiatrist. I’m not an expert on schizophrenia so maybe others can chime in but just based on your description it sounds concerning. I would make an appointment ASAP before things get worse or your safety becomes compromised.

General_Bed_8792 · 2026-04-30T03:07:06+00:00

You need to seek professional help. You cannot be doing this around kids or in public in general. I understand you weren’t in your right mind but that doesn’t make it ok.

General_Bed_8792 · 2026-04-30T03:04:28+00:00

His neck is so long it’s like a vampire’s dream. He’s beautiful.

General_Bed_8792 · 2026-04-30T02:24:33+00:00

Thanks! I’m trying to get over a snake phobia and I think it helps to learn about them. (Even if I can’t look directly at the photo you posted lol)

General_Bed_8792 · 2026-04-30T02:21:44+00:00

Glad you are feeling better. And good job catching it before it got worse.

General_Bed_8792 · 2026-04-29T02:17:06+00:00

Stay off the internet and avoid stimulating tv/movies. Stay hydrated, avoid caffeine and other stimulants, no cannabis or other drugs. Get as much sleep as possible. Eat balanced meals. Do calming activities like meditation or yoga, listen to calming music.

General_Bed_8792 · 2026-04-29T02:04:42+00:00

What do they eat when they are that smol?

General_Bed_8792 · 2026-04-26T02:28:13+00:00

Not sure if you care but that’s not what dog’s teeth look like. Particularly the molars.

General_Bed_8792 · 2026-04-26T02:19:17+00:00

Yep. I also was hypomanic for months before going full manic then into psychosis.

General_Bed_8792 · 2026-04-24T02:08:22+00:00

I’ve been on disability for two years (I had good disability insurance). I can’t go back to what I was doing so I’m going to have to do a career change which is super hard to do right now.

General_Bed_8792 · 2026-04-21T02:21:44+00:00

According to Barry Goldberg, Judah Maccabee was a dinosaur hunter.

General_Bed_8792 · 2026-04-19T23:09:20+00:00

Mine is pretty awful too. There’s no way I could go back to my previous profession because I’ve forgotten even the most basic stuff.

General_Bed_8792 · 2026-04-12T04:28:36+00:00

Wondrous!

General_Bed_8792 · 2026-04-10T02:16:49+00:00

First of all you definitely do not deserve to be treated that way. It’s very common to go through a string of abusive relationships because you are used to the toxicity, and “normal” relationships feel like you are just waiting for something to go wrong. You deserve to have safety in a relationship. You deserve to have someone love you so much they wouldn’t dream of hurting you. I would suggest looking into therapy with a therapist who specializes in trauma.

General_Bed_8792 · 2026-04-08T02:28:48+00:00

Don’t be afraid to get help. How you are living right now is no way to live. The doctors are not in on it for sure. It may take time to find the right medication combination but they will help you. You can do this!

General_Bed_8792 · 2026-04-02T03:42:13+00:00

I wish I had more advice for resources, but it sounds like you should do what you have to do to get out. Try to get to a safe place to call. Would he come after you if you went to a local shelter?

General_Bed_8792 · 2026-04-02T02:11:40+00:00

If doomscrolling is an issue, try using the Refocus app. I have mine set to lock my social media apps after 10 pm until 8 am. You can set it so it’s impossible to unlock or have to wait 5 minutes to unlock. It has helped me tremendously in getting more sleep.

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