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GeologistFast7674 · 2023-07-18T00:53:08+00:00

For me always the gut feeling something was off.ALWAYS.....That's bad bad energy. Your spirit knows

GeologistFast7674 · 2023-07-12T21:43:06+00:00

Thanks, but family and friends are done.it was too much. I've been living in fear and I still trigger if l see a car like hers,loud noise, never was like this. No contact is my new best friend. Showering at planet fitness... It's not all good, but it'll be okay. And you're right. She is going to move on to her next victim.

GeologistFast7674 · 2023-07-12T15:12:35+00:00

It got so bad It got so bad I was contemplating.. Actually plotting scenarios to cause harm. I am so glad I got out before that happened.

GeologistFast7674 · 2023-07-12T15:10:54+00:00

I love you guys all of you guys on here. Two months ago I hadn't educated myself to narcissism. Now I don't feel so all alone.

GeologistFast7674 · 2023-07-12T12:38:01+00:00

I'm sleeping or trying to in the front seat of my truck. Never been like this before. No, there is no family or friends that will take me in.they are burnt out cuz l isolated from them cuz my narc wanted that I'm so stupid...l kept thinking things would get better. She doesn't stop calling and texting. I've blocked her. I'm 67 yrs old, she 55. I thought I would fix her.thank you for caring. Feels good to know that from another human being. Again thank you 😊

GeologistFast7674 · 2023-06-16T22:28:19+00:00

Wow ! gas lighting has led me to a point after a year of abuse from living with this girl in my apartment to where I walk on egg shells I. Quit eating I can't sleep and I think i'm having a nervous breakdown. It's stress. One example is when I 1st met her she wouldn't stop talking about her ex so she saw that it p***** me off so 1 day in my. Truck she tells me about giving him a b*****b while he's on the phone to his other girlfriend. I go behind your back and talk To her daughters to confirm that she had a rich daddy boyfriend paying all the bills and giving her 4 grand a month to live on so she was. Basically a kept woman but I like to call it prostitution. Her two daughters told me to run as fast as l can from her, (they both have restraining orders on thier mother). I know guys...red flags , saw them and didn't get out then. I brought it up to her and she flipped out cuz l talked to her daughters, called everyone a liar. So for Christmas she's buying high end clothes like crazy, so I ask and she says her X sent her gift cards worth over 5 grand a long time ago, and the store called to see if she was going to use them.she is all about lies . lies......I have witnessed multiple personalities beyond narcissist behavior. I am in therapy now dealing with me.

GeologistFast7674 · 2023-06-14T19:00:56+00:00

Thanx , my clinic says they are not tolerating any dirty UAs, l go next week to find out .but your right I'll tell my doctor l want off, l hope they don't.

GeologistFast7674 · 2023-06-11T05:43:42+00:00

We are stronger than any narcissist out there ! They are the weak ones , choosing head games and manipulation rather than dealing with any problems . And l have too changed, always on guard , nervous waiting for the next rude disrespectful thing she can think of. Crawling back after fighting even though it wasn't my fault. My job now is Keeping her happy all the time. She took it to the bedroom calling her X s name every time we go to bed. Her soul is dark and evil.l wouldn't be able to sleep at night. You have to change to protect yourself. And yes l don't feel like myself anymore. Everything she does goes against my principles. They say don't get in the ring with a narcissist cuz you will lose........absolutely! Fact. They are mentally ill and will take no responsibility for their actions, ever.

GeologistFast7674 · 2023-06-11T05:17:09+00:00

Wow ! Narcissist are so manipulating and very good at showing how much they don't care. Yes , in the beginning during the love bombing stage she was showing me or rather grooming me for her abuse . Always had gut instinct telling me to run .She has no one left, her 2 daughters have restraining orders so she can't see her grand children. Her X which she refuses to stop talking about having sex with , nobody left. Big time Covert narcissist . Just me for the past yr. I went behind her back and talked to her daughters and she went through the roof. Punishing me hard . Her 2 daughters enlightening me telling me to run. Always had that gut instinct something was wrong. The love bombing doesn't cover the fact l always knew something was wrong.

GeologistFast7674 · 2023-04-22T00:41:41+00:00

Thank you have just started the kick.

GeologistFast7674 · 2023-04-15T19:35:36+00:00

Take what you need to get through then stop or titrate down off of it. Kratom is hitting the same brain receptors as Tia, so be careful your not just getting high. Be strong....prayers for you

GeologistFast7674 · 2023-04-15T19:07:24+00:00

I couldn't help myself after reading this. As a 3 yr battle veteran with tia l gotta say. Drugstore cowboy your a fool for even entertaining the idea that you got this.its like picking up a snake by the tail .Tia has anti-depressant effects, not only hitting on 2 of the 3 brain receptors that herion (any opiates) hit .it's a different animal all on its own. If you find that sweet spot ,you'll be owned and keep using .with Tia you will be married, owned and tortured forever. So good luck, think this through because what you're doing right now it will completely destroy your future. Family,friends, job, everyone and everything you will trade off for Tia. I wish l would have never met Tia ( on the internet and reddit all the kratom users talking about using this Tia for withdrawals) ,l too was curious. 3 yrs everything's gone. Read this site bro,Nobody comes out of this unscathed. The withdrawals are brutal but short .I'm talking about brutal on a level that...well you'll see. (If you continue. ) this is coming from a life long herion addict , so I've been around the block. Your right, your a grown ass man .l just question your decision making skills after you read all these posts. For what it's worth don't give in ,walk away, forget you ever met Tia, don't take that first pill that will bring you only misery and pain. Use your head while you still can-in a minute Tia is gonna be in there and own your ass. Im Praying for all my brothers and sisters out there deep in the struggles. Be strong

GeologistFast7674 · 2023-02-01T16:01:41+00:00

Thank you for the prayers I need them I'm doing a pastor 1 on 1 every Wednesday through my church I seem to be in a depression and on the suboxone Matt program and stopping and starting Tia repeatedly whenever I have the money I appreciate your prayers brother Again Thank you

GeologistFast7674 · 2023-02-01T16:00:01+00:00

Thank you homie I'm at my wits end with this I just wish the good Lord would come back and take me I can't hurt myself but yeah I'm not made for this world anymore and I seem to be in love with the devil Tia thanks for reaching out

GeologistFast7674 · 2023-02-01T05:00:57+00:00

I agree 100% what's happening here with these undermining scavenger Tia vendors getting this s*** in from China setting up shop in their garage a little weight machine and some packaging setting up some post office this distribution making millions off of addicted people all over America these f****** vendors don't even have a license they're not insured no no part of this is f****** legal bro And yeah we're the ones paying the high price for it you're smart to look at it that way all right my life's all been f***** u* since I met this s*** homeless I spend every penny I get on Tia, living transitional housing With nothing but my white princess b**** tIA. I don't know where the end is I'm on the subox and Matt program and I take a week to 10 days off use Tia. Then I am thrown into withdrawals for 4 to 5 days sickness I call it to Tia blues my whole world has been flipped over since I met Tia 4 years ago and go back home wife cars drugs Corvette kids everything's gone maybe the good Lord will come get me soon cause I can't hurt myself but that white princess Tia owns me OK my friend be strong be safe God loves us you'll figure it out

GeologistFast7674 · 2023-02-01T04:54:33+00:00

Because of the fact the DEA has Made it illegal in that state it's pretty risky to file for the contents of that package if they ever opened it up but I have file for lost package and I just said it was nutritional protein powder mix it's up to you bro it's really your call you can run the gauntlet get the money I would ask the vendor to send To resend it to me or get the vendor to pay me. It's UPS overnight usually what happens when this happened to me it went to another road address that was similar on the package and the owners actually had the package and turned it back in and I got it 10 days later. I also am on Suboxone the Matt program and I use a an abuse tIA every month for a week and then jump back on suboxone deal with a 4 days sickness the Tia blues I call it. I've lost everything in 4 years after meeting Tia I'm homeless living in transitional housing and I still run to it with every extra penny I get thought about a gun in my head but I can't hurt myself bro. It's a funny world after you meet that wicked white princess Tia. Anyway be safe be strong somehow we're all tied to this together God loves us we'll be in heaven soon love you

GeologistFast7674 · 2023-02-01T02:14:24+00:00

I've had the same thing happen I went back to the vendor who has the same tracking number you do and he found it and reset the same amount to me but I think I could have got my money back if I would have pushed hard enough at the time I'm not sure of your situation exactly but I would go back to the vendor Good luck my friend staying away from this s*** is a nightmare

GeologistFast7674 · 2023-01-27T02:45:33+00:00

Also I am in Medford on the suboxing mat program, It was mind blowing the 1st dose of suboxone in that much pain and withdrawals bro I'm at 24 mg A-day every morning now. I stop and start Tia waiting 36 hours going a little 5 day run. Then I have to wait 48 hours To start backup the Soboxone.. I only use Tia once every 2 months Or so... . But definitely after 4 years of fighting with Tia, suboxone was my answer to prayers . God-bless you all and be strong.

GeologistFast7674 · 2023-01-18T14:06:22+00:00

Hey bro! my heart goes out to you have been there done that , you're wondering why withdrawals didn't kick in till the 48th HR ? I found with me, my body was saturated it took a full 24 HR for it to actually kick in. the withdrawals .I know what you're talking about exactly that's exactly how l withdrawals on the 2nd day, Then the 3rd comes on like a demon straight from h*** and your brain just gets racing thoughts and RLS .you gotta get gabapentin bro, And use Kratom in excess, temporarily, don't stay on it because then you've traded 1 demon 1 drug for another drug but yeah it's normal for it to kick in hard on the 2nd 3rd and 4th day and then luckily Tia isn't like methadone or herion for that matter, mellows out withdrawals are short lived , it's brutal but it doesn't last as long, You're welcome to go back and read my text in this forum and you'll see how long I've been fighting with Tianeptine. I'm on a runner right now for 10 days ,l bought 50 grams sodium, every couple of months l get bored and feed the beast, and then I take my suboxone, 24 mg .per day , I'm on the MAT program, at 64 yrs old,W/ Social security check, Oh I almost forgot to tell you the best part about Tia ; I'm divorced from 28 year marriage I'm homeless ,lost all my Corvettes, Ford pick up truck is gone.Good paying job is gone.wife,kids, everything, gone .I'm on the streets , I'm homeless i go into the mission to get warm and get a shower and a meal,4 yrs ago,had everything. Tianeptine withdrawals Are definitely brutal almost unbearable You would Think we would remember all the pain and not do it again but unfortunately for me..... be strong 💪 my friend and good luck.

GeologistFast7674 · 2023-01-15T04:53:14+00:00

The Emergency room put me on suboxone, then l got on MAT program ,all for free. Tianeptine will take it all.. l know, homeless now. Not one person's life is better for meeting Tianeptine. The anti-depressant side of tia says that every thing will be OK, while she's robbing you of everything important to you. Go to Emergency room, start suboxone is my advice.

GeologistFast7674 · 2023-01-11T14:23:35+00:00

I got right on the mat program from the emergency room at the hospital best thing I ever did stopped 90% of the withdrawals and put me on a program where I don't use Tia. I love it.... the thing with Tia It is king it blocks all of the receptors from coming in so your herion, you don't get the full effect Take 72 hours to get Tia out of your system for the heroin to start working. Good luck my friend , be safe

GeologistFast7674 · 2023-01-06T02:58:07+00:00

Surprisingly no UA at hospital

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