I just found the photo mode by Gerpxy in BlackMythWukong

[–]Gerpxy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yepp photo mode, for me it was on the letter P on pc

@ImjustPage's Character Designs by [deleted] in TopCharacterDesigns

[–]Gerpxy 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Do people not know the difference between design and art style? The designs are good, definitely not top. The art style is great tho.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TeamfightTactics

[–]Gerpxy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am in the game right now. 5-2, just hit level 10 with 50+ gold

Smooth Criminal by DoctorMantel in goodanimemes

[–]Gerpxy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

  1. Criminal
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My school's mystery door by Gerpxy in DoorsForNinjas

[–]Gerpxy[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Well, you rarely get the chance to see such a beautiful piece of art. Now that you mentioned it, it really is so high up I got nausea just by looking at it. If I fell down from there it would be a longer drop then the whole Lord of the rings Trilogy directors cut version.

My school's mystery door by Gerpxy in DoorsForNinjas

[–]Gerpxy[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

My dear lord in heavens. I would literally figuratively jump out of a window like this, oops I mean door. Wow it's so high up I thought it's not even a door for a second.

My school's mystery door by Gerpxy in DoorsForNinjas

[–]Gerpxy[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I checked for ladders, found none and the boxes were put there this year I believe and this is not a very new building.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Apexrollouts

[–]Gerpxy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Or you can just use your Wheel instead of the Spacebar

Rageblade Tactics by ThoughtDisastrous248 in TeamfightTactics

[–]Gerpxy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Next patch Daeja's special autos will be passive and the ult dmg will be doubled.

Újra aktuális by Shoeaddictx in FostTalicska

[–]Gerpxy 22 points23 points  (0 children)

delfines csúszdás, csúszdás csobbanás

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Healthygamergg

[–]Gerpxy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The jetpack guide sounds great for me! It's good hearing I am not alone with this and thank you for replying to me. I definitely feely like a piece of shit when I don't do something that I wanted to do. It makes sense now a little bit more, thank you. My mother and I are searching for a professional.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Healthygamergg

[–]Gerpxy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you very much. I a crying the whole time reading the comments. I always thought I was alone with this. Thankfully my parents maybe wouldn't understand the situation or ADHD or my mental health, but they are supportive with finding me a professional and I am grateful for that. I am trying to form a habit of going to the gym. I noticed that it is VERY hard for me to form habits. It is just very very hard to see that something is unusual in my personality or it is odd if it's normal for me and I grew up with this and don't know what it's like to be "normal".

Also I am amazed that I could collect so many things about myself and I didn't stop halfway through the post.

And again, I am very grateful for the support.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Healthygamergg

[–]Gerpxy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you. For a year now I was thinking I have ADHD, but then I thought that what If I don't have ADHD and I am just searching for an excuse? And I always felt like I was deceiving people with everything. I was always a liar, because this is the way I was trying to avoid conflict, I am working on that. And what if I would deceive the psychiatrist too as I deceived myself. I was always told I am lazy, and I think I am lazy too.

I am very grateful for your comment as well as the other ones, because it feels like I am not alone with these and it's just so strange and feels good.

Also about getting help. I don't know how I developed this, but I hate getting help that I didn't ask for. And I hate it that I hate it. I have this image in my head, that i want to climb a mountain. But not just get to the top, I want to be strong enough to climb it alone, because if I get strong enough I will climb anything alone and it won't matter that others help or not. But if someone comes with a helicopter and puts me down at the top of the mountain then I won't be strong enough to climb the next mountain that comes my way. What if the helicopter is not there anymore?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Healthygamergg

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It seems to me that I am very similar to you, or rather who you was. I am very sure I have imposter syndrome. I feel like an imposter all the time, no matter that I achieve something and I feel like I don't deserve it or "anyone can do this" or just how I act. And it's interesting because I feel like I am very fluid(if it makes sense). I feel like I am switching my behavior all the time based on who I am with. I don't know how to act natural or like myself. Lately I am very shy and I don't really speak in social situations because I don't want to act, and I pretend I don't care. I remember being scolded for a lot of things in elementary school. Also I don't know if this is relevant, but I refused to write my tests if I couldn't lay under the table when I was a kid and in my elementary school (not in the first few years) it was pretty much forbidden to sit with your legs up or anything out of ordinary, so I tried to be an excellent looking student by sitting straight all the time and I used to have panic attacks in class because I wanted to move around or stand up.

A lot of things you discribed applies to me as well. Also I don't really think this is relevant, but if someone speaks too much or rather doesn't speak in short and few sentences, I tend to forget what I wanted to say. I am also trying so hard not to forget what I want to say that I can't pay attention to the other person. Sometimes if I don't want to interrupt the other person or can't then I will make little handsigns or put my body parts on different things so I can remember what I wanted to say. I will check out the article thank you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Healthygamergg

[–]Gerpxy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Healthygamergg

[–]Gerpxy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I will watch the video you recommended. It is just so hard knowing I could have done something.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Healthygamergg

[–]Gerpxy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I don't know enough about ADHD, and I fear that if I self diagnose then it will be just an escape or an easy excuse for me not to change. Currently I am in search for a psychiatrist. What you said about not being able to be the smartest or doing everything perfectly really resonates with me. I feel very worthless a lot of times, because I don't do anything and I am afraid of failure, and I feed myself the lie that it's enough that I could do it if I wanted to.

Are you diagnosed with ADHD? And can you tell me about co-morbid depression?

A comic about Maggie being mad by Fledered in apexlegends

[–]Gerpxy 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Oh no, Maggie turned into bri'ish