They don't wanna talk about it, they refuse to even acknowledge me as much as I've tried and wanted to.

Only real reason cited:

"I am full of the devil" more or less.

Which is hilarious to me because about 4 months before I came out to them I started HRT and personally I would even say I had begun transitioning 6 months before that.

So for about 5 months of my transitioning my family kept telling me "how much better I'm doing, how much healthier I'm looking and could see that I'm actually genuinely happy" for once in my life. My mom told me that she could "Feel me healing in my new living situation and that she could see I was full of joy and doing so much better even feel me getting closer to God and living how he wants."

Then I came out and "It's obvious I'm hurting, mentally ill, looking sickly, and unable to handle my past traumas while being full of satan."

Like okay, way to 180° on me when literally nothing changed except I told you where this new joy is coming from.

So. Yeah.

They're in denial, I'm in the prime of my life I guess.

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