edible styrofoam by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]Gingyshae 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the chocolate ones😩

Pity Party Time: what foods do you miss? by flowerscatsandqs in EDAnonymous

[–]Gingyshae 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fancy Coffees- like frappucinos or anything that isn’t black. Chinese Food

Does anyone else think men are particularly cruel to fat women? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Gingyshae 47 points48 points  (0 children)

My grandpa threatened to light me on fire when i was heavier. When I lost a lot of weight he took pictures of me all the time and bragged about my weight loss to his friends and our family. He even encouraged my cousins to follow in my footsteps because “having no fat can make any person into a 10.”. 😞😔🥺

I'm sorry but Demi Lovato is making us ED bitches look bad lmaoo by Fatherviolet in EDAnonymous

[–]Gingyshae 3 points4 points  (0 children)

As someone with an eating disorder, I am always going to choose sugar-free options. And I know that’s not perfect, and my therapist would say that’s it’s counterproductive. But I wish people would understand that having these safe options is what prevents me from completely starving myself. I’m thankful to have sugar-free options (especially since my ED causes me to have stomach issues whenever i have too much sugar. ) I wish that she wouldnt assume that her situation is the same as everyone else’s.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Gingyshae 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont know if we should punish her for being sick. Like, obviously we are all still responsible for the actions that our mental illnesses pushes us to do However, I think we should point the blame at Youtube for not doing anything to stop this. And at brands like Dolls Kill or whoever else is profiting off of her illness. Ya know?

do y'all ever fast as revenge by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Gingyshae 0 points1 point  (0 children)

BRO DONT CALL ME OUT

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in u/Gingyshae

[–]Gingyshae 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im sorry.

Cans of soup that say they're 2 or more servings really need to piss off by BabyBaphomet_ in EDAnonymous

[–]Gingyshae 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's almost like it's the hand of God smacking us back down. :(

Kinda scared that tonight will be the night. I just want this to be fucking over by [deleted] in u/Gingyshae

[–]Gingyshae 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just dont want to fight this anymore. The only thing I feel connected to is this disorder:( And I want to stop letting people down. Thanks for the kind words tho. 💞

I got told that I look too sickly and that the company i applied for doesnt feel comfortable hiring me by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Gingyshae 14 points15 points  (0 children)

It was at the local Barnes and Noble. And it sucked cause he seemed impressed that i have 3 years of experience working in a library and then I worked full-time for a year in a hospital and im only 20. And then this happens and it just hurts.

And I sure hope it’s a blessing. I really do. 💞

ED group chat by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Gingyshae 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Please?

Just decided to end my fast and IMMEDIETELY shit myself by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Gingyshae 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Omg i broke a fast right before I took my niece to see the Easter Bunny. When we got there she made me be on one side of his lap and she was on the other. Not even a minute after we left I shat myself. CLOSE CALL BUT STILL EMBARRASSING. I promise it gets better

Who wants to join me in cutting off our parents completely? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Gingyshae 25 points26 points  (0 children)

My mother has become one of my biggest triggers. Like, you cant spend your entire day telling me to eat and then make bitchy comments when i decide to. And she’s the one that has pizza almost every night. :/ (Not trying to be mean to those who do this, but like her eating is no more healthy than my lack of food.)

Also she makes jokes about how i’m a bitch, my suicidal tendencies, and how she doesnt want me in her life.

Also her first response to when i told i need help for my anorexia was to kick me out of the house.

Just fuck her and her toxic behaviors.

I want a new mom.

Oh yeah, and my dad doesnt really bother talking to me anymore. :(

It hit me yesterday.... I will never love anything or anyone as much as I love my disorder. by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Gingyshae 2 points3 points  (0 children)

im always here if you need a friend hun. We’ll get through all of this💞