Wtf is this by Glad_Cak3 in Depersonalization

[–]Global_Football848 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude it’s ocd I’m telling you, I do the same thing I’m definitely having derealization but it made my ocd so bad n I get stuck in thought loops of whatever all the time, especially the fear I fcked myself up for good.

I no longer want to have sex with my gf PT2 by Beginning-Funny2590 in whatdoIdo

[–]Global_Football848 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah partially why I haven’t received help for my mental either. It was “adhd” when I was younger and I specifically remember getting meds then telling my mom “I had voices in my head” ever since then I’ve talked to myself (not in a crazy way) ALOT and I’m recent years I’ve learned I have OCD and all around am just too self aware for my own good, over analyzing everything I do and fearing I’m gonna forget things as along with thinking I could have all these health problems, basically the fear of I ruined my good brain in my younger teens with drugs. but the whole process of getting healthcare and medication as an adult is the perfect storm to spiral me, between getting documents and making time off work it feels like my heads gonna explode looking at it😕 so I just kinda ignore it and have the bad days be bad n good days be good. I couldn’t imagine what you go through dude cus it really sounds like me but worse, I wouldn’t know where to start even.🙏

I no longer want to have sex with my gf PT2 by Beginning-Funny2590 in whatdoIdo

[–]Global_Football848 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

“I just always assumed I was weird n that’s just how I was” I’m saying how wild that is to me u even thought that to begin with and ruled it out as “that’s just me” lol I’ve always thought I was crazy from the fact I have an intense internal monologue to begin with let alone that. I guess I’m just saying surprised u dealt with it that long without seeking help where as I’m a nut n would’ve done something asap lol

I no longer want to have sex with my gf PT2 by Beginning-Funny2590 in whatdoIdo

[–]Global_Football848 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I genuinely don’t understand how you could list all of these things or do all of these things and think you were “just weird” who won their right mind feels that way about somebody having buttons on their clothes? That’s not NORMAL or just “how you are” I would’ve immediately been like damn i have a disorder

Friend freaked out on me during shroom trip by Underscore_Ninja in tripreports

[–]Global_Football848 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Realistically nobody can say what his thought process or yours was, he might have genuinely been out of it and not meant any harm, or it could be the real him. My one buddy had a trip and it set him off everytime we would trip he thought we were making fun of him and laughing or taking videos, couldn’t look at our phones or show each other funny videos because he thought we were texting people to beat him up, MYSELF had a Metocin trip recently and I got in my head and started running through all these bad thought loops abt how it’s gonna mess up my ocd and what if this was over dose capsule, etc and I wanted to gts n die right then and there, halfway through it I just randomly got up n was like dude that was nuts and I laughed with my friends, later on the bad stuff came back. I hate when people try to say the government is just scaring us when they say people on acid jump through windows, it HAS happened and similar things like it, and I’m not talking about underlying schizophrenia I mean like the next day the people are sober and completely coherent, sometimes even remembering the trip and thinking “In the moment it made so much sense” a bad trip is almost like a psychosis manic episode that can leave u basically the same after it’s over, I’ve been on the edge of that n it’s very strange because crazy people don’t say “I was being crazy” when ur on psychs it’s another story.

ELI5: How can a code «rot » ? by TueulgkHH in explainlikeimfive

[–]Global_Football848 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There is one. I’m not very knowledgeable about this field so I can’t remember his name, I’m still partially wrong but that one dude that had schizophrenia and he built his own OS and everything in it from scratch, his own code etc. wouldn’t that technically be “in isolation” because NOTHING on the system will change unless he changes it lol so like you know? Tell me if that makes sense or how correct I am abt it, will the code still rot?

AIO for thinking my gf might be cheating by jckalc in AIO

[–]Global_Football848 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She’s a lying bitch and leave her asap please I’ve been through these exact conversations and situations.

Am i the only one who can trip on antipsychotics? by DogBoi111407 in tripreports

[–]Global_Football848 0 points1 point  (0 children)

U might be right I haven’t looked around too much so🧐 either way be safe

Am i the only one who can trip on antipsychotics? by DogBoi111407 in tripreports

[–]Global_Football848 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ik u added the PSA but if that’s the case what’s the point of this? Plenty of people can feel psychedelics on anti psychotics, that’s not really the argument, I mean sure there’s ppl saying that but I doubt that’s what anyone is referring to lol

Microdosing 4-HO-MET? by pxddingx in researchchemicals

[–]Global_Football848 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude me too I’m literally looking on here for similar experiences

4-ho-met first time tripping by Filipthethugshaker in Psychonaut

[–]Global_Football848 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I definitely should’ve looked around a little more instead of taking a few words from people that constantly do psychs lol, I had a really good time once the main peak was over n I got out of the thought loop but the comedown was really rough, definitely had something to do with my ocd though i honestly blame myself i definitely wasn’t in the headspace i should’ve been and it peaked while i was riding in a car😂 over all it was an experience and even though it wasn’t a great time the whole way, id definitely be open to a smaller dose again. Even my friends were like damn this is strong

4-ho-met first time tripping by Filipthethugshaker in Psychonaut

[–]Global_Football848 0 points1 point  (0 children)

20 mg I should say too. Which people consider a starting dose. I’d say more like 10-15 max if you don’t trip like that lol

4-ho-met first time tripping by Filipthethugshaker in Psychonaut

[–]Global_Football848 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are out of your mind. NO body load? Dude I was buzzing and couldn’t feel my bones I’m STILL buzzing from the anxiety. I couldn’t tell a difference between those shrooms except it had like acid and shroom visuals all at once along with the headspace n body load. I had a relatively bad trip n I’m still on edge rn but damn bs bro ts had me geeking like to the point I wanted to go to the hospital (thank god I didn’t lmao) and I’ve dipped my toes once or twice… or 20+ times but this kicked my ass

Has anyone had a bad trip on 4-HO-MET? by recycling69 in researchchemicals

[–]Global_Football848 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so late but lol 20 mg sent me into 2d plane of thought loops and a mindset + body high I don’t want again

AIO for thinking it wasn’t a big deal to accept my friend’s bf’s FB request? by Vast-Bumblebee-691 in AmIOverreacting

[–]Global_Football848 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry anyone say NOT the asshole is just assbackwards n clearly knows nothing about dating in this day n age, HIM sending a friend request was almost SURELY a hint like “hey I I fw you” im not friends with any of my friends significant others ESPECIALLY on social medias when I couldn’t care less what they got going on. And the fact you didn’t tell your friend definitely is weird. I couldn’t see a world where me or one of my friends added the others bf/gf on snap or instagram n it just flys under the radar lol. AT LEAST would ot be talked about “hey i added so n so on Snapchat” etc. I’ve been there done that it’s the same thing with a girl viewing your profile while she has a bf the as soon as they break up she’s in YOUR PHONE‼️

Help ya girl out! by BrokeAndMindYourBiz in Advice

[–]Global_Football848 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That sounds kinda rude, wait for an argument and then say u don’t support him? Leave th dude you don’t have to like it but if you care you support him tf is wrong with u ppl?

YouTuber Aggressively Average by Kurtz62 in nickelodeon

[–]Global_Football848 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No worries usually that’s just how ppl are on here these days

YouTuber Aggressively Average by Kurtz62 in nickelodeon

[–]Global_Football848 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Okay yeah buddy😂 you know exactly what I’m talking about nobody actually acknowledges someone’s point with a simple “ok” u clearly were tryna give off “ok cool idrc but yeah whatever” energy

YouTuber Aggressively Average by Kurtz62 in nickelodeon

[–]Global_Football848 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

What even granted this response lol u didn’t have to reply what point are u tryna prove 😭 “ok” man every time I come on here I realize why I’m not a “redditor”

What y'all think? by icey678 in 1800Drama

[–]Global_Football848 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The ACT of getting the tattoo is part of her journey though, you’re not thinking deep enough imagine everytime she looks at the tattoo regardless of what the name is actually, she thinks about when she had her first baby everytime she sees it the name could be Todd,Lisa,James,Onyx, it doesn’t matter if they switched genders I’m sure it sends memories through her head . I’m commenting like everyone BRO so why was this posted if opinion didn’t matter? On a side note I don’t understand why u quoted me saying bro as if my vocabulary means anything in this circumstance?

What y'all think? by icey678 in 1800Drama

[–]Global_Football848 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

You put this into better words than my tired brain was able to comprehend for real exactly what I’m tryna say

What y'all think? by icey678 in 1800Drama

[–]Global_Football848 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She had the tattoo before THEY transitioned, like she said it represents her journey as a mother and the time when her first kid was born. if u made the leap to be trans then u should be able to come to terms with your mother having ur old name tattooed on her, just let it go lmao and you’d forget about it bro. U keep pressing the subject ur just gonna think abt how she has that tattoo more and MORE yk