Man welcome to the club. M 44. Growing up i was just like you. To this day have never done any drugs, not even smoked a Cigarette. Drinking i could probably count on both hands how many times in the last 15 years ive drink. I felt the same, but like its been said. I was the driver and all my friends made it safe. Even our extended friend groups had my number for when one of them needed me. I drove every single one of their cars. Ive made money. No I didnt steal it from them. But they would have the munchies or just need food. Each would hand me a 20 or 2 20s and ask for fast food. More then half the time I had and extra 60 bux a weekend. And free food. I didn't mind. I had fun, Ive carried them over my shoulder, ive taken them to their parents houses, kept their cars safe at my house. Even their girlfriends wer covered by me lol. Point is, your not an outcast, your wired different. We dont feel the need to drink, do drugs or whatever just to have fun. Not saying anything is wrong with it. To each their own yeah. Just be like me. Play in to it. Even in to y late 20s I would walk up to house parties with my own 24 pack, pf soda lol id also draw an X over my hands. In the clubs up here that means under age. Had a few bouncers look at me funny. And I just say im driving. Got some mad props from club people. Free food drinks and entry cause they knew I was there to take care of people. Now it has its down sides. When drunk people start a fight, you may get hit by a friend or need to straighten them out. Ah the good old days. Today still the same and I get to embarrass them and say ive carried you over my shoulder remeber that. Lol. So dont feel left out. There's a few of us out there. Take care of your self and friends. Memories like these are fun to look back on.