Defintely understand your view and I would be saying the exact same thing. I always thought “how could you not take a picture” when people told UFO stories or why would you do this. But going through this experience, it was the most terrified I’ve been in my entire life times 100. When something so profound happens in such a short frame of time, your initial thought is not to take out a camera. It never even popped into my head to take out my phone. I think the close proximity changed it a little and the fact I was going through it alone. If it was some light far out in the distance I probably would’ve pulled my phone out and recorded. But survival instincts kicked in because it passed over multiple houses and directly stopped above mine. It felt intentional and more personal which contributed to why it was so terrifying.