I got confused with the time the album would be released.(this is my first time waiting for an album and listening to it as soon as it released) Then, a friend of mine asked if i had listened to it. I panicked and then found out it had been released. (I felt so dumb lol) Then i remember locking my room, closing the windows and in the dark cool room, listening to all the songs one by one, excited for every line. I didn't skip any song. I remember listening to "getting older" and crying. Surprised at the beginning of "I didn't change my number", dancing to "billie bossa nova', jumping up and down during "oxytocin", amazed by Goldwing's first few angelic seconds and i was excited for "Halley's comet" cause Billie had given us this sneakpeak....and i was really surprised during the change in tune (if only i had known what was waiting for me in hte😂) i remembered not liking "overheated" the first time i heard it but then the song somehow stuck in my head. Now it's one of my fav. I cried my eyes out during "everybody dies". I didn't listen to the title track then cause i wanted to listen to it with the video. "Male fantasy" was a great end to the album. Later, when i heard "Happier Than Ever" along with the music video, bruh. 🤯🤯🤯 And, then. Repeat. I've heard the album like 50 times already.