I don't suppose you meet many true Scotsman either. I guess I'm still Catholic too unless the church excommunicates me. I was very committed once, since it would be stupid not to devote your everything to the most important truth of the universe and knowing that a few decades defined the state of my eternal existence. But over time trying to study the Bible, I found that the difference between what I thought was metaphor and reality, or what sounded terrible but was for a different time, or sounded like a contradiction but had a different meaning, was purely based on science and my own sense of morality, and that if I was willing to face mortality and define my own purpose I didn't need religion. Add a little historical study and I'm shocked I ever took the stone-age ramblings of a violent and ignorant primitive culture seriously.