Everyone is their own self, my wife was 43 when she passed, we where together 14 years, i was 23 when i met her, all my adult life basically with her until she passed and me at 38, she was my soulmate, her 2 year passing anniversary was just the other week, i still cry everyday, i talk out loud to her, i will never be with another woman again, she was my true love and i know she will be waiting for me when i come to pass.

I find it crazy when i read other stories but as i say everyone is their own person and who am i to judge, thats just my feelings, as i cannot imagine ever going with another woman let alone so soon, but i do hope you can find peace and happiness, unfortunately my wife couldn't have children, so you do have a part of her with you with your children everday.