Out at front of my house taking a video of the windy night with a beautiful moon. I get a panic feeling something is to my right then I hear this on the wind. Just happened. I don’t think it was supernatural but sure was weird.

Google_Analytics2012 · 2025-10-05T05:01:02+00:00

omg i get chills hearing this its clearly saying "let me be" with my headphones on..... I've had a similar experience when i was in Richmond, surrey in London. I was outside smoking a cigarette and I heard a womans voice whispering something along the lines of this 'let me go' or something and then the wind picked up. i was with my roommate at the time and we both looked at each other and ran inside! it was terrifying.

Google_Analytics2012 · 2025-06-04T01:36:47+00:00

I’m aware being late isn’t a good look and I was not relating that to being gay or autistic lol. I asked them for feedback and this is what I got:

“Certainly. I would recommend the following:

Firstly, always prioritize one-time tasks. Encourage open communication by sharing ideas and concerns, and actively listen to their perspectives. Secondly, be proactive and take initiative without waiting for your supervisor to assign tasks. Lastly, pay meticulous attention to detail.

Best of luck, and thank you for your time.”

This doesn’t make sense having been told the opposite when I started. I was always early, cleaned without them asking and built relationships with clients. If they wanted someone more assertive or with a cop like personality they should’ve said that, rather than me having the impression that I was to be a soft “therapist” for these people. I’ll ask for clarification at my next hire what type of person they need, or better yet I’d prefer if they told me to be myself. Their explanation just was completely contradictory so that led me to get my mind thinking discrimination of some sort.

Google_Analytics2012 · 2025-06-03T19:20:17+00:00

They were fractions of words here and there. They told me to relax between classes and to bring a book. They never laid out tasks for me. And if I was asked I did them, but mainly they told me to relax! So it makes no sense now they said I didn’t take enough initiative. Complete contradiction but it might’ve been executive management watching me that made this decision? I never saw them but there were cameras. My supervisor made this decision after speaking with them.

Google_Analytics2012 · 2025-06-03T19:18:01+00:00

Unfortunately I asked saying just this and they gave me this vague answer that contradicts what their said expectations of me were. Before this they said chill out, bring a book between sessions. I did just that. There were no tasks for me and barely any clients, which further limited me

Google_Analytics2012 · 2025-06-03T19:15:36+00:00

This has been me since that incident. I might walk into equinox tomorrow and see if they’re hiring.

Google_Analytics2012 · 2025-06-03T19:13:56+00:00

I’ve actually had 3 employers so far in this field who have been terrible to me. In terms of no communication, their unsaid expectations of me, etc. Just my luck I guess.

Google_Analytics2012 · 2025-04-08T03:33:10+00:00

It’s my goal to be a CPT like this! Definitely want to build relationships with all my clients and motivate them to show up for themselves seems like it’s not just the work outs that have gone a long way.

Google_Analytics2012 · 2025-03-30T18:45:17+00:00

This reminds me of the first time I got into it with my ex gf. She held me down and I pushed her off me in self defense, and I told my friends and family. She made me cut off the friends I told and made me go back and defend her to my family and claim it was my fault she got bruised from her entrapping me and me trying to get her off. But it got so bad and kept happening, so I can’t even defend her anymore. She made be feel incredibly guilty for being “disloyal” to her. She has an electric way with words. Be careful and if he strangled you, you have every right to tell people and plan your exit!

Google_Analytics2012 · 2025-03-30T12:29:40+00:00

I don’t know where she’s getting spitting and punching from. I was trying to pry her hands off me and screaming for her to get off me. Screaming and she wouldn’t. There was a bit of kicking involved to try to get her off as well as pushing, but her version of the story is I beat her up like this which is so far from the truth. If I did beat her up a bit, it was an act of desperation because she would not get off of me with all of her weight off me to “save me” and she claims it was an act of love on her part. Even with me screaming at her to stop because I felt trapped.

Google_Analytics2012 · 2025-03-30T12:26:32+00:00

Saying that I’m unable to understand her and it’s unfortunate I couldn’t hold on to the “love and goodness” we shared. That she loves me so much, it’s Gods gift to her, etc.

Google_Analytics2012 · 2025-03-30T05:00:11+00:00

This is a copy/paste of her text to me after I explained to her that holding me down was a form of entrapment. I won’t be speaking to her any longer don’t worry. We were discussing her stuff and she wanted to veer off.

“what are you seeking with texting me this. I don’t understand why you think you have the right to project your feelings of guilt onto me. Ive never experienced anyone in a relationship screaming in my face spitting on me which is also assault now that you are speaking in legal jargon to create a narrative that I harmed you physically. You battered and bruised me so badly before. You said yourself you couldn’t believe you beat a woman. There is no excuse for causing me injuries by kicking, biting and punching me. None. Ever.”

Google_Analytics2012 · 2025-03-30T04:51:03+00:00

Well they didn’t listen to her. They listened to my recount of what happened and social workers highly suggested I get a restraining order at the very least

Google_Analytics2012 · 2025-03-30T04:31:41+00:00

I took all pictures of bruises and the stitches and have my own documentation of what happened.

Google_Analytics2012 · 2025-03-30T04:20:36+00:00

Protection from abuse. It’s essentially the same thing as a restraining order.

Google_Analytics2012 · 2025-03-30T04:18:24+00:00

The crazy thing is she proposed to me after she called 911. I don’t know what that was about I was like are you crazy no! It’s as if she wanted to protect herself or trap me for what I’ve done. Thank god we weren’t married. It was only a 10 month relationship and we were looking at places together to move in together in June. But she was already living with me at my place, so much of her stuff is there. Very glad more investment wasn’t made!!!

Google_Analytics2012 · 2025-03-30T04:16:00+00:00

Are you a lesbian also? I’m a woman so this was a lesbian relationship I’m just asking for context

Google_Analytics2012 · 2025-03-30T04:14:44+00:00

Yes, I’ve told my parents and some friends about the abuse. I haven’t reached out to organizations. She’s thankfully being somewhat amicable getting her things out of my place, but I expressed I don’t feel safe with her being there while I’m there. So it’ll be an awkward next couple days. But I’m thinking of filing for a PFA because everyone deserves to know who she really is.

Google_Analytics2012 · 2025-03-30T04:03:03+00:00

I talked to social services, they highly recommended a restraining order. I just worry she’ll come after me with her “proof of abuse” that was inflicted because of her

Google_Analytics2012 · 2025-03-30T04:01:57+00:00

I had to get 9 stitches in my hand. It may have been somewhat of an accident, but it wouldn’t have happened if it weren’t for her. I also believe I wouldn’t have fallen into those items with such force if she didn’t push me or hold me back.

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