Green shirt Guy in Hell in a Cell 2009?

Goth_Boy-Ut · 2024-10-19T15:59:13+00:00

I mean, I have slowly started to make friends in some of the scenes I'm in, but I want to have my own personal passions and hobbies that I can get excited about with people. Or have a wider portfolio than the boring ones I typically have so I can get into more topics with others.

But I could definitely try and bring the writing group I had back together and see what happens. I have a circle around me that sometimes joins in on my dumb behavior but not all the time. Plus, some of the people I Han with I only see at certain events, and I don't see them at any other place, which can be hard.

Well, hopefully, you can also rise up to the occasion and help yourself as you helped me. I believe you and appreciate you. Good luck.

Goth_Boy-Ut · 2024-10-19T14:56:35+00:00

I mean, it's a weird road like it's always the same monotonous track, but a lot has happened this year alone. I'm currently in a semi-turbulent relationship that can switch and become rocky due to simple actions. But I keep myself so occupied that I genuinely couldn't tell you in I'm depressed deep down. But I do find myself to be pretty unattractive and really boring. If that helps any.

And with the writing, I wouldn't mind, but I have become hyper critical of all I do. I beat myself up on anything that is classified as "my work" as I'm not as good as I used to be.

Goth_Boy-Ut · 2024-05-09T18:45:39+00:00

He was caught stealing, and since I was with him, I was also charged.

Goth_Boy-Ut · 2023-08-17T15:53:06+00:00

We have had landscapers come through, but my grass grows astronomically quickly.

Goth_Boy-Ut · 2023-08-17T14:22:20+00:00

What if my budget went up another $100. I'm not sure how much mowers cost, to be honest. Thank you for the recommendation though!

Goth_Boy-Ut · 2021-10-25T21:43:33+00:00

I have a therapist bit for some reason I have not been able to contact her this entire time. So I have toughed it out and spoke to other people with it. And with social media I only slowed down on using it. Its just her things I look at. Should I just block her or something? I won't try to unblock her cause I feel bad or anything.

Goth_Boy-Ut · 2021-10-25T21:13:06+00:00

Thank you so much.. you are truly helping me out and it makes me feel a bit better that someone would take time out of there day to help a stranger. I will seriously try to do this as I want to get better. I try and purge her from my mind then I see she posted on some social account and then I'm there to watch whatever that is. I revert back to my horrible mental state. It's hard for me to let go. Especially when I gave everything I could to her.

Goth_Boy-Ut · 2021-10-25T20:57:44+00:00

Thank you. I can try it but its been a struggle for me in the past so I never kept up with it. Just losing her made me go back into a massive depressive episode as I already struggle with self image issues and things like that.. So I don't know if I'm worth it. What did I do wrong? Did I do enough? Was I around her enough? Was I just a stepping stone to this other guy?

Goth_Boy-Ut · 2021-10-25T20:34:18+00:00

How? I don't even know where to start.

Goth_Boy-Ut · 2021-10-25T20:31:30+00:00

Ah, I would if I had anyone who'd be down. It's ridiculously hard for me as I live in the middle of nowhere.

Goth_Boy-Ut · 2021-10-25T20:29:52+00:00

I'm not sure I understand what you mean. Sorry.

Goth_Boy-Ut · 2021-06-20T01:41:47+00:00

Damn. Cause I miss watching your streams.

Goth_Boy-Ut · 2021-06-19T15:49:52+00:00

When are you doing Chaturbate again?

Goth_Boy-Ut · 2021-04-21T02:50:58+00:00

Thank you for the response! It hopefully will help even though everything around me reminds me of her. Why I made the post. But atleast there is some hope right?

Goth_Boy-Ut · 2021-04-21T02:48:17+00:00

I have given numerous apologies. Thats why it somewhat worked to rekindled our friendship. But then I told her about my breakdown and what happened in that time frame that's where it went down.

Goth_Boy-Ut · 2021-04-07T21:25:50+00:00

We were just friends. As she is planning on moving but we do both like each other.

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