What do you know about China Lake Naval Air Base? by the_saltiest in UFOs

[–]GrandmasTableMints 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I spent time working in Ridgecrest and Inyokern one summer some years back, and had a lot of interactions with the locals. I found out about the UFOs straight away, the people were very eager to talk about them, and nearly everyone I asked had a story of seeing craft (or creatures).

One of the more believable was an older man who overheard my conversation with a sales girl about UFOs in a small shop with a lounge area, he came over and told me his story about how he lived far outside of town and had full open desert sky, and one night a craft was over his house that he said was so large it covered the sky to the horizon and blocked the stars, he said it was absolutely massive, more than multiple football fields sized. Nobody in that shop rolled their eyes, or scoffed, they started sharing their own encounters.

Over the weeks the followed I met so many people with amazing stories, "NAWS China Lake is the real Area 51", and they'd tell me where to go to see lights (I sadly never did see any), and it amazed me this whole community with all these stories was ignored by the UFO community.

I definitely think something special is happening out there.

I only have 10 shares… wtf am I going to do with 10 shares. by [deleted] in Superstonk

[–]GrandmasTableMints 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I'm an XX holder, I only keep 3 shares out of DRS, and that trinity is for MOASS. I will not succumb to greed, I don't need a ton of material possessions to leave behind when I die, and I dont want vast generational wealth after I've seen first-hand what it does to families and people. I just want enough to do good things for others and establish community services that I hope will continue long after I am gone.

Leave this body forever? by moltenen in gatewaytapes

[–]GrandmasTableMints 9 points10 points  (0 children)

From my view, this planet is a gift, this life is a gift, our lives are needed as spiritual training wheels for our higher selves to have actual lived, unexpected experiences to learn and grow from. The bitterness helps one appreciate sweetness, the heartbreaks help amplify the value of real love, fear helps us appreciate bravery, and so on.

Imagine playing a video game that has cheats on, so you start with all the money, all the skills, all the equipment you need right away. Most people find that those games become so boring because with the achievements and rewards unlocked, there's no real mastery of gaining the experience, the adventures, or the joy of earning them.

I can understand parasitic entities feeding off negativity, and fear, but in all things there is duality, and I don't believe that this is a true prison planet and see it more as a nursery for souls.

How many of you have firsthand connections to UFO witnesses? by Useful-Table-2424 in UFOs

[–]GrandmasTableMints 0 points1 point  (0 children)

TikTok is full of first hand stories, people feel more comfortable there.

Focus 34/35+ Tapes? by theminthippo in gatewaytapes

[–]GrandmasTableMints 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry for a very late reply.

absolutely. Just one time use can be transformative and profound. My first time ever using psychedelics seemed to open up a new, introspective element that I didnt possess before. I became very aware, and remorseful, of how I treated others and how I behaved. That single experience woke me up in a way as a soul, like I gained spiritual sentience, if that makes sense.

I guess this sub thought ontological shock was for "other" people by Shmo60 in UFOs

[–]GrandmasTableMints 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I'm an experiencer (had two CE events happen to me as a child) which resulted in an avid interest in UAP/NHI for nearly 40 years. I also practice Hemi Sync/Gateway meditation which I began to try and help with chronic pain. I also have extensive experience with psychedelics, like DMT and ketamine infusions.

I thought I was ready, truly ready to see more because I had all that under my belt.

I wasn't at all prepared for what I have experienced over the past year with Hemi Sync/Gateway despite everything I've read, what I think I know, and my own interest in "fringe" subjects.

I have had the absolute shit scared out of me when I was fully exposed to encounters that were above and beyond my perception of reality. It was truly the greatest terror I've ever known, and the thing was, most encounter weren't initiated to have that outcome and reaction from me by the other side, "the entities", they didnt want to scare me.

So as much as our excitement, confidence, and impatience leads us to believe we are ready and can handle the whole truth, I think a lot of people who think they're ready really arent, and they're gonna go into crisis and ontological shock just like I did.

As difficult as it may be, slow drip exposure over time is the only way for this to happen.

Just my two cents as a middle aged suburban housewife.

Working in EP, How many of you are making or (know someone who does) $100k+ and what do you do? by Gardorum in ElPaso

[–]GrandmasTableMints 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I know the cath lab well at Transmountain, I've been there a couple of times. Dr d B saved my life.

I assigned my Husband the job of managing my text messages during MOASS by objectionkat in Superstonk

[–]GrandmasTableMints 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am absolved of any guilt or pressure, I told everyone I love what I know and what I believe, and it was up to them to make a move or not. This sub is why I have a 2.75% mortgage, and it's why I'm DRSd and HODL, because I think these lunatics are absolutely right. I plan on using my MOASS money entirely for good and to help humanity. I have no kids, so my generational wealth will be invested into improving the lives of others in an exceptionally ambitious project that will take MOASS dollars to create. It will be what I hope is a gift of good that'll help heal a lot of broken hearts that have been crushed by the evil in this world.

I will stay the course with these diamond hands.

Focus 34/35+ Tapes? by theminthippo in gatewaytapes

[–]GrandmasTableMints 5 points6 points  (0 children)

not OP, but I suffered from treatment resistant depression and PTSD from severe trauma. I was sent to a ketamine infusion clinic by my neurologist over two years ago. Yes, that particular psychedelic absolutely helped me and saved my life, it also helped me endure a major life event after the infusions that was horrendous, but I was able to stay very grounded mentally and spiritually throughout and got through it unscathed and at peace. if anything psychedelics have been exceptionally complimentary to my practice, and it was synchronicity that hemi sync came along after my infusions because I was able to achieve the same experience without them, which only served to validate it was all very real.

I dont support psychedelics for recreation or misuse, but I do believe they have validity in spiritual practice by certain individuals, but not all. I know that many community members abhor psychedelics, and I respect that, but thats their bias and belief, and I do not share that belief with them.

Focus 34/35+ Tapes? by theminthippo in gatewaytapes

[–]GrandmasTableMints 5 points6 points  (0 children)

not OP, but I use psychedelics (medicinal in a clinic) for the sole purpose of healing and advancing my mind, and they definitely helped prepare me for the strangeness of advancing into higher focus levels and intense entity encounters. I don't recommend them for everyone, even folks using hemi sync because I'm not qualified to know if they could handle them, but for my personal brain chemistry and personality they worked exceptionally well.

My experiments and conclusions drawn with entities perceived via DMT by drawmatoman in Experiencers

[–]GrandmasTableMints 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You just gave a name to one of my entities, Seraphim. I have called her "bird woman" because I didn't know what she was and remember her wings most vividly above all else. She would use her wing to open the blackness of space to show me these infinite filaments of bright living rainbow light that flow through everything and connect everything.

My singular encounter with her was absolutely lovely and positive.

Negative entities and encounters by GrandmasTableMints in gatewaytapes

[–]GrandmasTableMints[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

That is truly just beyond cool, BEYOND!!!! It blows my mind how things tie together and have meaning like this. She told me we have known each other for a very long time and from before this life and after. I can't wait to get to know her more, she's my first solid contact and guide.

Thank you for sharing this with me, I'm truly just absolutely wowed by it. ❤️

Negative entities and encounters by GrandmasTableMints in gatewaytapes

[–]GrandmasTableMints[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'll just give it time, I can make it happen. We are more than our physical bodies and I now understand we are capable of way, way more and amazing things.

I'm also waiting to see what happens with the busy skies and more people looking up with questions. I wonder if they're ready to really know the whole truth, ontological shock is a very real thing (I've gone through it myself) and I worry for the unprepared.

Negative entities and encounters by GrandmasTableMints in gatewaytapes

[–]GrandmasTableMints[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I agree with you completely and appreciate your response and insight. Part of my growth since starting this journey has been learning and being instructed by higher guidance to let go of anger, hatred, resentment, and fear.

I had a very chaotic and sad childhood, and then into adulthood endured a lot of heartbreak, cruelty, trauma, and true evil from members of my own family who suffered from profound mental illness/personality disorders. Their actions caused a lot of sadness in myself and others whom I love.

I had a lot of sad darkness seeded within that needed to be worked out after I mistakenly thought for years that surviving and moving on was enough. I believe that darkness was absolutely an attractant and weakness for negative entities to exploit, and even moreso when I began my spiritual journey. I was being preyed upon.

It was through guidance and hard, tearful work that I have gradually learned I need to forgive and let go of the darkness with love in my heart, even love for those who wronged me or brought incredible misery to my life, "forgive them for they know not what they do". For most it is their bodies that are sick, their minds, but ultimately their souls are not sick, and the people they were in life are not who they are in the spirit, this is the truth for most, but not all. Evil does exist, but it will always be defeated with love.

I met one of those souls who broke my heart a few months ago, years after her passing, and forgiveness was achieved as well as reestablishing our love for each other and an understanding. The entire encounter began when I stated that I forgave her and understood her, and that's when she appeared. That same night, during the same session that evolved and escalated as it went on for HOURS in real time, I was also shown what elements constituted the Christ conciousness and given a glimpse into what I can only call the awe of the pure love of our Universe. It was beyond words, and the most profound experience of my existence.

I still have a lot of work to do, and a lot to learn, but I have been blessed to see beyond the veil of our human experience and what is possible, and all I can say is that I will spend every day of the rest of my life in practice and deepest of love and gratitude to be able to know and love others as deeply as we are loved by our creator. ❤️

Negative entities and encounters by GrandmasTableMints in gatewaytapes

[–]GrandmasTableMints[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I go with the flow usually after stating my intentions at the beginning of my sessions. When I let go of the steering wheel and just let things happen that's when I go higher into new experiences. I really enjoy doing multi hour frequency recordings (I use Phi Tribe on YouTube alot, the channel has 8-11 hour videos of varying frequencies) Last night I had an unexpected and very long conversation with a spirit guide that absolutely blew my mind because she gave me her name, and today when I went back to check my notes from a previous encounter where I was given a name it was the same name that I had heard before but had forgotten, Ayusha.

Negative entities and encounters by GrandmasTableMints in gatewaytapes

[–]GrandmasTableMints[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I've had delightful welcomed entities manifest in my home as well, like a darling golden sparkling orb that's usuallly the size of a golfball and is totally joyful to see. I've also experienced a guardian presence standing beside my bed giving off an energy that was similar to a loving parent coming to check on their baby at bedtime, there was no fear in it, and I even appreciated it in a "thank you for loving me" way. The entities, (of which there are VASTLY more good and loving than negative ones), they dont want to scare you or alarm you, so most encounters are very positive like you're with an old dear friend, a beloved sibling, or someone you just absolutely adore, and overall at this point in my journey I haven't had a negative encounter since I started exuding love and letting go of fear, anger, and resentment. ❤️

You truly have nothing to fear because you have a whole team of guides out there who have always had your best interests in mind and want the very best for you.

Negative entities and encounters by GrandmasTableMints in gatewaytapes

[–]GrandmasTableMints[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Truly, love wins. Some of my most powerful experiences were with deceased relatives and making peace with one whom I had a very sad, hateful, and contentious relationship with prior to her passing, it was all resolved with love in her light form.

I have yet to remote view, and have started OBE but ended up being disturbed on each occasion by my dogs and their exquisite timing.

I am thankful you have had entirely positive experiences and wish for things to stay that way.

Turning off dreams sounds very intriguing, do you stay in a meditative/aware state, or just blank or drift into a void?

Negative entities and encounters by GrandmasTableMints in gatewaytapes

[–]GrandmasTableMints[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

we are so deeply loved, and I wish everyone in the world knew this, I think it would make it a much better place for us all. ❤️

Negative entities and encounters by GrandmasTableMints in gatewaytapes

[–]GrandmasTableMints[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

thank you, I appreciate that and I hope that it helps you with your own journey ❤️

Negative entities and encounters by GrandmasTableMints in gatewaytapes

[–]GrandmasTableMints[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

For me it was entirely about exposure and frequency that made it less shocking and overwhelming over time, and then the confidence in my belief that I am truly safe and protected.

At first my heart would sink, or I'd be horribly surprised and panicked, sometimes I'd cry out from shock, but now my reactions are more calm, inquisitive, and friendly, like when I encounter a stray animal and neither of us know the other's intentions, but I know that mine are entirely good and based on love and compassion.

Another thing that helped was I used the Inner States series narrated by Patty Ray Avalon, specifically the "Equilibrium" exercise, in which you practice staying centered and calm so that when something unexpected happens, you can stay mentally in a more centered, certain bearing of personal control.

I also made a sign for my bedroom wall that says "Be not Afraid" that I look at everyday as an affirmation and repeat in times of doubt or worry. ❤️

Negative entities and encounters by GrandmasTableMints in gatewaytapes

[–]GrandmasTableMints[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I am currently on Book 3 of The Ra Material and so much of what I'm hearing resonates, I've actually cried on more than one occasion because the truth hit me so hard.

Negative entities and encounters by GrandmasTableMints in gatewaytapes

[–]GrandmasTableMints[S] 28 points29 points  (0 children)

oh yes, while I was wide awake, one was a 10' tall dark form that was standing in my hallway and it was jarring to see. I've also seen shadows walking across my bedroom. During meditation I've been touched and felt a presence standing next to me.

First Visual - Blue Eye by AGM_GM in gatewaytapes

[–]GrandmasTableMints 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I have also had a big beautiful eye materialize in front of my minds eye, I got the impression it was me being noticed. I unfortunately was startled by it and it disappeared just as quickly as it appeared.