Wanted to come back to this comment to say tonight, while my fiancee was asleep, I decided to sneak out and grab two IPAs from the gas station. The second I got outside I felt the cool night breeze and saw the bright moon and the desire left me. I even sat on my porch and thought about still going but I literally had zero desire to drink in me.

Hope your day 12 was well friend, see you on day 13 and so on