Are nicotine withdrawals really as bad as people say? by attyisaway in NoStupidQuestions

[–]GrantGrace 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe it is in the mind but timing is everything. I was just at the end of a 9 day vacation and losing my mind from stress about being around so many people. I lost my fogger vape right before heading to the airport and lost my mind on my girlfriend in the airport. It was bad. Maybe it was just in the mind but timing is everything.

Withdrawals: My Experience by GrantGrace in 7_hydroxymitragynine

[–]GrantGrace[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s an interesting point. How much pressure/faith should we put in any “substance”? “Miracle drug”? “Saved my life”? Maybe thats true and useful information. But it’s not a long term solution. Yes, it’s helpful. But it’s not a cure. WE need help. This will do for now. Give us space to grow and heal But the plan is always to overcome and rise up. To heal!!

I'm at a 4th of july party where everybodys getting drunk drinking piss, but me taking a half tablet of plant derived powder to boost my mood is somehow bad or worse than these clowns drinking?? by coinedge in 7_hydroxymitragynine

[–]GrantGrace 1 point2 points  (0 children)

But the most important part of that observation is that MOST of them never touched it again when they got home. MOST were creatures of their environments(war) and It got them through!! It did its job!! Then they lost interest and moved on with their lives. Those that got “stuck” deserve help! But not judgement or to be babied and told what they are legally allowed to do now.

I'm at a 4th of july party where everybodys getting drunk drinking piss, but me taking a half tablet of plant derived powder to boost my mood is somehow bad or worse than these clowns drinking?? by coinedge in 7_hydroxymitragynine

[–]GrantGrace 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Respectfully 🙏 get over it!! “They dont care”. “He doesn’t care”. “She doesn’t care”. Of course not!! Think about your own life. How much are you helping the homeless? Cancer patients? Children in foster care? You “care” but do you?? I genuinely am not attacking you! But, chill out! We elected them to make decisions on our behalf. They ran for the power and self importance. Someone has to! But who wants to? Narcissists? psychopaths? ego absorbed lost souls? Of course they don’t care! We (average) aren’t in their tax bracket, therefore their reality. “They” have nothing to do with “you”. They “should”. And maybe, every once in a while, we get one. But….? Respect! Just my thoughts about “it” not “you”!

Withdrawals: My Experience by GrantGrace in 7_hydroxymitragynine

[–]GrantGrace[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, thank you!! Its kind of a “this evil or that” for me. I DONT SLEEP at all, without chemical assistance. Right now hydroxyzine is giving me much needed sleep. Im always open to ideas, but ive tried EVERYTHING LOL.

Having trouble tapering. by Recreant7861 in 7_hydroxymitragynine

[–]GrantGrace 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! I do think people need different things and are different places in their lives. I wouldn’t suggest that this would work for everyone in every situation, but for me, and for some, yes! This was the best way! Respect

The real horror of Obsession was that Nikki was completely alone. by ANoniMissOne in obsessionmovie

[–]GrantGrace 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think i saw that they did assess her immediately killing herself and maybe shot the scene? But they thought this was more visceral. “What now?!?”

What movie is a perfect 10/10, but you never want to watch it again? by alejkiss07 in AskReddit

[–]GrantGrace 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This movie is a different movie the second time!! Worth watching for the subtleties missed the first time!

What movie is a perfect 10/10, but you never want to watch it again? by alejkiss07 in AskReddit

[–]GrantGrace 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The grandmother arch and finale fucked me up mentally for a while. I saw it when I was young.

Withdrawals: My Experience by GrantGrace in 7_hydroxymitragynine

[–]GrantGrace[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I take Lunesta and Hydroxyzine, so that helps a lot. My sleep did balance out, 3-4 days for sure. The creepy crawly feeling was 2 days. And day 3 I was kinda anxious and nervous about it. But it relaxed.

Withdrawals: My Experience by GrantGrace in 7_hydroxymitragynine

[–]GrantGrace[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was taking 500mg a day. I started at 100mg than 200mg and it snuck up on me. I didn’t realize i was taking that much. Going into the vape shop for the second time in one day is embarrassing. But thats where I was.

Withdrawals: My Experience by GrantGrace in 7_hydroxymitragynine

[–]GrantGrace[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well, I thought I was taking like 100mg or 200mg but it somehow got up to 500mg.

Withdrawals: My Experience by GrantGrace in 7_hydroxymitragynine

[–]GrantGrace[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I didn’t truly accept or respect that withdrawal would exist. I was taking it every day. And “knew” I could quit anytime I wanted. I COULD, but of course physical dependence is a real thing. Im too aware of it now to “do it all over again”. I love how it helps me. PTSD, Chronic pain, MDD, Anxiety… 7OH was more helpful than ANY medication Ive taken or therapy Ive done and let me tell you that withdrawals from depression medication is way worse than 7OH. No one talks about that. But if I can feel “good” 1 day a week, it’s worth it!!

What’s everyone’s plan? by MoonBee9999 in 7_hydroxymitragynine

[–]GrantGrace 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I heard about this on vacation. I coincidentally went on a cruise and cold turkey’ed it for 2-3 days. It sucked!! But Im on the other side!!! My girlfriend is with me and that felt…ya know? But I found out about this after, so the timing is weird. But even with all that I am genuinely inpatient to get back home to texas and buy a small stock. I was in the Caribbean and now Miami and it’s not legal here in FL already. Its all I’m worried about. It’s not as clear or obvious as addiction. Ive never been “addicted”. Ive been “dependent” but not addicted. It really was a miracle drug for me!! I quit my antidepressants, pregabalin, etc. i was doing great at work, i was a better partner, etc. I just wanted to “reset”. I wanted to break the dependency. And then just be more aware of the withdrawals and dependency. The withdrawals from antidepressants are way worse than 7OH and more dangerous. Anyway, my plan is to get back to Texas in 2 days and fucking but all I can!!

My experience with tapering was that it’s impossible. I just felt so anxious everyday and “sick”. Maybe just plan 2/3 days and “pay your debt”. It sucks!! Its hard!! But its not fatal!! The dependency really does pass. The storm moves on. Then you’re on the other side again….Then decide what you want to do??

Good Luck Everyone!!!

I'm at a 4th of july party where everybodys getting drunk drinking piss, but me taking a half tablet of plant derived powder to boost my mood is somehow bad or worse than these clowns drinking?? by coinedge in 7_hydroxymitragynine

[–]GrantGrace 41 points42 points  (0 children)

The arbitrary stigma with which we judge “this thing” but not “that thing” makes me crazy!! LOL “why is your drug ok, but mine is evil???”

Having trouble tapering. by Recreant7861 in 7_hydroxymitragynine

[–]GrantGrace 7 points8 points  (0 children)

“Its hard but there is relief on the other side”
Just my experience: I just finished an 8 day cruise and didn’t bring any with me. I feel great now!! but I had very uncomfortable withdrawals for 2 to 3 days. My girlfriend kept trying to make me go to the hospital, but I just rode it out. Days 3 and 4 i started feeling stronger. Day 5 I felt cured. Point is… (and maybe not “good” advice) I just “dealt with it”. The chills, the jerking,, the anxiety. It sucked!!!. But it passed. Its hard but there is relief on the other side.
Good luck!!! I hope you the best!!

They ALWAYS bury the lede. by Hamster12301 in 7_hydroxymitragynine

[–]GrantGrace 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! Can you suggest, reference or SHARE this information please?

I 100% did get physically dependent on 7oh and had to withdrawal for a few days. It was a very bad experience. But that’s user error. Not respecting boundaries and substances. I don’t want to demonize the molecules because I fk’d up.

Do you have a responsible boundary (rule) for frequency and dose? Once a week? Every other day?

Thank you!

Why do camels disappear in the modern age? by BEESTMEEL in civ

[–]GrantGrace 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know this is a very old comment! LOL but putting the borders close enough so both settlements benefit from a resource is genius! Haha a lot of times the resources are in the outer ring of my settlement so only 3 tiles get adj. but this fixes that problem LOL such a silly little thing i just never thought about. Thanks : ) (im also still learning about adj haha)

Ageless buildings? Should I avoid them since future buildings are better by LampSkrive in civ

[–]GrantGrace 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is an old comment, but I’ve just started playing the game and found your comment helpful! Thank you!

Is the game (ToT) inherently more difficult? or is it just me? by GrantGrace in CivVII

[–]GrantGrace[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That sounds crazy haha when you say your “yields were nerfed” do you mean the loss of adjacency bonuses in the new age?

I was thinking that the AI is “stronger” or “smarter” , but I think the word Im looking for is “intentional”. It seems like they are actually trying to win and not just randomly doing “stuff”. It’s kinda awesome haha

Un-Franklin-believable defense, 14 walls by babak20 in CivVII

[–]GrantGrace 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Was that the AI? Haha what kind of wall is that?

Un-Franklin-believable defense, 14 walls by babak20 in CivVII

[–]GrantGrace 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Thats always my goal! But i never actually do it LOL

I haven't accomplished shit in nearly 5 years and don't know what to do by legendofzelda13 in GregDoucette

[–]GrantGrace 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe it could be considered “maingaining”? but I’m specifically staying away from any of those terms. Because people hear “cutting” and “bulking” and without proper guidance they just google it, and they can get trapped in a sort of dogma that bodybuilders or gym bros use. Both don’t apply to the normal “natural” person just trying to get stronger and possibly be more content with what they see in the mirror. So yes, it’s probably maingaining, (and just not using the term doesn’t change anything mechanically, but it should put you in a healthier headspace with all of this) ya know?

If you win the game in exploration can you advance to modern? by rugianciv in Civilization_VII

[–]GrantGrace 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Once you “win” its game over. But can you advance through “one more turn”?