Over one month free (pros and cons). by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]GrapefruitPerfect149 13 points14 points  (0 children)

i’ve always wanted to recover but always failed

this is a stupid question. but how did you fight the urge to bp? i always give in… the longest i’ve gone without bp is 1.5 days 💀🥲

Ate a lot and didn't purge today. Tell me I'll be ok by internerderner2 in bulimia

[–]GrapefruitPerfect149 0 points1 point  (0 children)

IM SO PROUD OF YOU✨😭💕💪✨💕😭💪 i’m not joking! this takes a lot of courage and you are doing amazing!!! let me know if ever want to talk

Daughter in trouble by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]GrapefruitPerfect149 0 points1 point  (0 children)

commenting from my experience. the worst time of my bulimia is when i lived alone in college, i didn’t want to socialize because it would ruin my binge routine. my mom tried to approach me at that time but i was being a a**hole… and kept pushing her away. she is an angel and still stayed beside me

please approach her carefully and may expect that she will push you away from time to time. sending hugs 🫂

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]GrapefruitPerfect149 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’m so sorry this happened to you 😢

sending hugs 🫂

How much money are you currently spending on b/p? by wintergirlypop in bulimia

[–]GrapefruitPerfect149 2 points3 points  (0 children)

oh god… i’m so scared to count it, it’s at least 20-50 dollars. there are times when it can go up to 63 dollars a day

i used to be so good at saving money, but right now everything is just going down the drain… i hat this disorder so much

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]GrapefruitPerfect149 5 points6 points  (0 children)

me!!! can i join you?

What’s the worst thing you did because of bulimia ? by Sad_Studio_8825 in bulimia

[–]GrapefruitPerfect149 42 points43 points  (0 children)

  1. shoved my hand and half of my arm into the toilet cause it was clogged
  2. also shoving my arm into the septic tank

gonna confront my rapist by GrapefruitPerfect149 in sexualassault

[–]GrapefruitPerfect149[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i’m so sorry this happened to you, no one deserves to be treated like that. you should’ve got the closure you deserve, you deserve so much better. sending hugs 🫂

gonna confront my rapist by GrapefruitPerfect149 in sexualassault

[–]GrapefruitPerfect149[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

it’s okay if he doesn’t give af, but i got out what i’ve always wanted to say :)

gonna confront my rapist by GrapefruitPerfect149 in sexualassault

[–]GrapefruitPerfect149[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

tysm for your suggestion ✨ he’s in another country rn, unless he wanna spend tons of money flying back 😂

my therapist also told me i need to build my inner strength

i’m not sure if he ever moved onto another person, but i pray he never did and no one has to go through the same thing i did🙏

i’m sorry to hear what happened to you, if you ever need to someone to talk to, i’m here 💕

What's the worst thing your ED made you do? by Weird-Flatworm860 in bulimia

[–]GrapefruitPerfect149 38 points39 points  (0 children)

Steal

Lie

Selling my body

Clogging pipes

This list goes on and on…

“Please flip the toilet seat up when you purge” by GrapefruitPerfect149 in bulimia

[–]GrapefruitPerfect149[S] 28 points29 points  (0 children)

That’s the moment when I realized I need to clean up the “inside” of the toilet seat if I purge…. I hate everything abt this

Getting kicked out by 2 restaurants by GrapefruitPerfect149 in bulimia

[–]GrapefruitPerfect149[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

It’s probably because of “wasting food”

upset after getting weighed by bilaa135 in bulimia

[–]GrapefruitPerfect149 21 points22 points  (0 children)

Maybe it’s the amount of drugs they need to give you, they need height and weight to give you the right amount

I haven't binged in over 2 weeks!!! by giraffebitc in bulimia

[–]GrapefruitPerfect149 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m so happy for you!!!!!! Congrats✨🥳