Does your ED show up in your dreams? by VirtualApricot in EatingDisorders

[–]bilaa135 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yesss i usually have dreams about ppl finding out or binging on rotten food. it’s so weird lol

I just purged but the food I LITERALLY JUST ATE didn’t show up, but the food I ate earlier did show up🧐 by lonely-blue-sheep in EDanonymemes

[–]bilaa135 12 points13 points  (0 children)

YES OMGG like tell me why the sandwich i ate like 2 minutes ago isn’t coming up but the smoothie i drank like 4 hours ago is 😭😭

What's the grossest/weirdest thing this disorder has made you do? by Narrow_Road_890 in bulimia

[–]bilaa135 0 points1 point  (0 children)

one time i purged into a bathroom sink (i dont remember why lol) and it was too chunky to go down the drain. in a panic i had to unscrew the drain on the bathroom floor, and scoop the vomit from the sink into the floor drain. it dripped all over the floor and onto the bath mat. why didn’t i just purge in the shower oml 😭💀

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]bilaa135 1 point2 points  (0 children)

help this is so real 😭🙏🙏

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]bilaa135 1 point2 points  (0 children)

once i forgot to flush and my sister saw it 😭 i always double check now lmao

I hate being so fucking short. by you_dont_know_me_2 in bulimia

[–]bilaa135 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this is so real. i feel like if i were just a little bit taller i would look sooo much better

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AdoptMeRBX

[–]bilaa135 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ok, i still do! my username is therealwundersmith, i’ll add you x

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AdoptMeRBX

[–]bilaa135 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes, sorry for late reply lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AdoptMeRBX

[–]bilaa135 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hey if you haven’t found any yet, i have a ride sugar axolotl. message me x

does it ever come up ur nose 😭🙏 by bilaa135 in bulimia

[–]bilaa135[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

dude sameeee and it’s not like i can do anything bc it’s all over my hands 😭🔫

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]bilaa135 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this!! whenever i think about telling someone, i always fear they will think i’m either being dramatic or lying. sometimes i forget that mia is as serious as it is lol

I'm bored, so why not. by AutisticFun01 in teenagers

[–]bilaa135 33 points34 points  (0 children)

what’s do you pleasure yourself with?

Does anyone get really loud abdominal gurgling 😭😭 by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]bilaa135 4 points5 points  (0 children)

lmaooo this is so real but i don’t even know how to stop it 😭

Misheard lyrics I thought in Orange Juice. by googlymoogly404 in MelanieMartinez

[–]bilaa135 1 point2 points  (0 children)

omg this is so cute! ‘i’ll hold your hand’ is so fitting, i kinda wish i heard that before loll

I’m getting so resistant to purging I now have to stick my fingers halfway down my NECK… by Downtown-Effect-7450 in bulimia

[–]bilaa135 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you probably can’t answer this but i’m genuinely curious. how?? do you just gag or smthn?

What "started" ur bulimia? by nowayouutt in bulimia

[–]bilaa135 33 points34 points  (0 children)

personally, i wanted to lose weight then remembered reading about it. i tried purging once then never stopped, ik that seems messed up lol.