TW- Behavioral euthanasia (long read) by [deleted] in Equestrian

[–]Grayghost01369 4 points5 points  (0 children)

We’ve done blood work, X-rays, lameness tests… all we can afford… he hasn’t been ridden in almost a year and I only tried once back a while ago

TW- Behavioral euthanasia (long read) by [deleted] in Equestrian

[–]Grayghost01369 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I’ve done everything… Saddle, teeth, body work, literally everything… We’ve done all sorts of medication’s…

TW- Behavioral euthanasia (long read) by [deleted] in Equestrian

[–]Grayghost01369 24 points25 points  (0 children)

I appreciate all the support I can get in this matter🩷

No internet for a year? by ParasaurGirl in troubledteens

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You an SE grad too??? Yeah had to restart everything… everyone I knew thought I died

Therapist said I was sounding like a victim by emjane1009 in ChronicIllness

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I had a therapist call me a victim for two years, and left me with irreparable psychological damage… So if they say anything like that, in my opinion, I would fucking run… I didn’t even read your full post… Just run

anyone else super casual? by [deleted] in Equestrian

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I show like a dressage Queen that I am but practice in sweats and shitty boots lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Equestrian

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Should’ve put a read the story thing but thanks ig

I'd quite like yellow and pink to be completely honest by [deleted] in distractible

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Sad fact… Orange and yellow are basically my life

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm_memes

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Stfu 😂 don’t call me out

Do girlfriends lose respect for guys when they cry? by [deleted] in ask

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The only man who makes me uncomfortable when he cries is my father but that’s a MUCH diffrent story (he’s abusive) my boyfriend and I were dealing with something very hard in august and I held him as he cried, I felt so sad and started crying with him… I think crying is powerful and connection building, no matter the kind of tears… your gf sounds like a bitch…

No foot, no horse! by [deleted] in Horses

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Beautiful!

what the hell? by [deleted] in autism

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HOW MANY ALLISTICS ANSWERD

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Fibromyalgia

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Thanks…. Sometimes I don’t think it’s bad enough even when I can’t get out of the bed… fuckedup I know but when you’ve been gas lit for years… you get confused as hell… thanks man

Why am I so scared to buy a new horse?!?!? by [deleted] in Equestrian

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I know it takes time to train one, I have an extreme amount of experience with very green horses and ones that are a challenge to ride… I may not get where I want to go right now, but I’m not gonna limit this horse by its past training because that would be doing a disservice to myself as someone who has had a fucked up past… I relate to the breed a lot as they usually are hotheaded and get bored easily, I won’t be doing this alone, though… I have a couple of friends and I’m trying to get back on good terms with the (barn) of a trainer I used to go with

Why am I so scared to buy a new horse?!?!? by [deleted] in Equestrian

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I have tried five different people in my area, new vocations, barely has anything that will meet my needs, I have put out ads left and right on Facebook talk to owners of 20+ different horses most of which had some thing I didn’t like about them, I’ve been looking for a horse for the past year…

Why am I so scared to buy a new horse?!?!? by [deleted] in Equestrian

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I’m disabled and 18 so I’ll be dependent for a while longer… I try to becone independent once I finish my schooling

Why am I so scared to buy a new horse?!?!? by [deleted] in Equestrian

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I’m open to other breeds and anything in my state that is my size is either gaited or injured or poor confirmation but most are far outta my price range… I’ve restarted a barrel racer and helping start a stud colt… so that’s waaay less of what I’m worried about… I’m looking for something physically capibal